Love and Live LIFE! ♥

Hey guys! I just want to share some pictures that my friends and I had during our Cadet Officers Leadership Training (COLT). It was very tiring yet full of fun! It was April 16, 2011 when we had our excursion at Maasin, Iloilo Watershed! And oh my gosh! It was so much fun! We hiked the mountains, swim and cross the river and had lunch at the top of a mountain. When we crossed the river and climbed the mountains, I realized that my guy classmates are much of a gentlemen. I liked our trip and our training so much because of the lessons we learned from it. Our Teacher and our Senior Officers were such a big help to us! I would like to thank them because of them and the training, I earned more self-confidence, I became more sociable and I developed team-work. Our lecture made a mark in my heart and mind. Every word our teacher says, it leaves a mark. And during the excursion, the famous quote is, "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" :D  I loved and liked it. From a COLT Applicant, I'm now a COLT Graduate of Batch 2011. :))

So...that is me up there. HA HA HA! So, we are at the top of the mountain and we just had our lunch and a game with the fruit, apple. Because of too much exposure under the sun, I got tanned. :| Oh well. That's okay. I still got a month till I return back to school as a 4th Year Student. :|

So that is me with the orange headgear and that's my buddy with the blue-green bag. Walking with my buddy along the way is fun! We talk and took pictures. Well there was this one part, that she was supposed to be the one with "SB" and not me. HA HA HA! BUDDY!! Well, here's some part of the story [HEY BUDDY, JUST TELL ME IF SOME OF THAT I WROTE HERE IS WRONG BECAUSE I FORGOT SOME PART OF IT, BECAUSE I DIDN'T MIND IT WHEN THAT HAPPENED.LOL]::: My buddy and I were trekking along the others. When we reached the first river, we were kind of struggling to get to the other side. Our COLTMATES were really nice that they lend a helping hand. I like our TEAMWORK. So when we reached another river, it's a good thing that one of our companion was there to help me. 

So that's one...two...three. So I was walking and my Buddy, i think took some pictures first, while I keep on walking. Then I started to sing the "AIRBORNE SONG" [which was taught to us by our Senior Officers] in my head. Then I told myself to keep on walking because there is still a long way to trek. And oh my! I noticed that my Buddy is not beside me anymore! So I guess she took this picture. And I turned around to look for her and wait for her.  :D 

Just Quotes. ^_^

Quotes from Cinderella's Sister [tagalog and english quotes]


“It hurts when I don’t see him, and when I do. It hurts whether he’s here, or whether he’s not. Hurts whether he smiles at me, or smiles at someone else. Hurts whether he calls my name, or doesn't. As long as I don’t disappear into the earth, I think I’ll continue to feel hurt, William, but still, being here is better. Being able to see him and hate him is better than him not being here.” – Zarren

“Siya lang ang kumukumpleto sa araw ko. At saka, siya lang ang nag papasaya sa akin. Masaya ako sa ngiti niya. Tuwing tinititigan ko mga mata niya, bumibilis talaga ang tibok ng puso ko. Hindi ko maintindihan, pero hindi ko na rin inalam pa. Ang importante lang naman sa akin, palagi siyang nandiyan. Dahil kapag wala siya, nakaramdam ako ng matinding kalungkutan. Siya lang ang nagpapasaya sa akin, ng sobra sobra. Sa kanya ko lang naramdaman ito. Isa lang ang alam ko. Napakaimportante niya sa buhay ko. Siya lang ang gusto ko. Makita ko lang siya, okay na ako. Pero umalis siya. At ngayon, eto na naman. Hindi ko na kakayanin kapag umalis siya.”-Zarren

“I like you so much, so what can I do? Even if you get mad at me, scold me, are ashamed of me, don’t think I’m good enough, ignore me, scornfully laugh at me, whether you think I’m an embarrassment and put me down… but I like you so much. What do I do then?”- Brianna

"Dear Zarren, I’m going alone now, But later on I’ll take you to Ushuaia, to the moon and to the stars. Don’t run away; don’t go anywhere and just wait for me at home. I won’t let you leave." - Timothy

OTHER QUOTES:

“I like you. No matter how hard I try not to like you, no matter how hard I try to erase you… my efforts are so fruitless to the extent that I get angered by it.” – Jan Di [Boys Over Flowers]

“Throw away your misconception that all good girls want nice guys.” – Ga Eul [Boys Over Flowers]

"It takes a minute to like someone, an hour to love someone, but a lifetime to forget someone."

"People only realize what they had after they lose it, so hold onto what you have and never let it go"

"No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry."

"True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life."

"Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense. "

"Let's commit the perfect crime, I'll steal your heart and you'll steal mine."

Dimitri: "You weren't about to just start a fight, were you?”
Rose: "Of course not, I don't start fights where people can see them.”
- Dimitri Belikov and Rose Hathaway

"Sometimes the perfect person for you is that whom you least expected to be."

("Yes, Roza. I did want you. I still do. I wish... we could be together." -Dimitri to Rose on their relationship

"You two are a match made in heaven. Or somewhere." -Victor to Rose and Dimitri

"For the Girls:
treat your boy like a 16 years old...
let him handle things and make him feel special.


For the Boys:
treat your girl like a 7 year old...
let her play with her toys, let her hangout with the girls, coz in the end, she'll always come back to her daddy."


"You think I'll cry? You think I'll breakdown? Damn, you're wrong! I knew your games before, I just played along. If you think I'm stupid, YUP! You're right! I fell for a player with his game I couldn't fight."


"Girl: Nag-away na naman kami eh! Nako, tayo na nga lang. Magiging masaya pa ako. :| =)) haha. JOKE.
Boy: Tara. Tayo na lang. Yaan mo, hindi kita sasaktan tulad ng ginawa niya sa'yo. You're special. HAHA. Di, Joke lang. 
AMININ: minsan dinadaan mo na lang sa joke ang mga bagay na hindi mo kayang sabihin ng seryosohan."


ETC... ;)) ^_^

RUBIKS CUBE!

Summer is here people! I remember during my Junior School Days when we were taught how to solve a RUBIKS CUBE! Man! My head was aching, just trying to solve it. And weeks later! I’m very very happy that I was able to solve the RUBIKS CUBE.

As a teenager, I’m busy with many things. That’s why I almost forgot the pattern on how to solve the RUBIKS CUBE. Good thing, that during my solving of the RUBIKS CUBE before, many unforgettable events happened. HA HA HA! That’s why even just a part of the pattern, I still remembered. Of course, with the help of my friend, I was able to solve again the RUBIKS CUBE!

Before...

After!

You may say that I pictured it when I bought it so that it looked like it was solved, and disarranged it so it will look like it wasn't solved...then... YOU ARE SO WRONG!!!! I solved it on my own. BELIEVE IT OR NOT! :P 

My Shirt from 'MINE'

I bought a shirt which says, 50 THINGS ABOUT MY ♥ [here are the things stated on my shirt] ^_^

This is my list of Must have for a boy; FUNNY enough to make me laugh when I'm sad, smart enough to keep me on my toes, loyal enough TO NEVER wonder if he'll wonder, humble enough to not know he's a babe, SWEET enough to make me blush, strong enough to make me weak in the knees, crazy enough to put up with ME!!! Considerate enough to put ME FIRST, tough enough to stand up to my brother, kind enough to make my friends accept him.♥♥♥ polite enough to get past my parents, wild enough to keep me interested!! CUTE enough to make other girls jealous, with enough of his OWN STYLE to stand out in the crowd. Quiet enough to know when to stop talking, brave enough to not let me get away with too much :) Silly enough to have fun anywhere, serious enough to talk about "real stuff"........ He MUST LOVE: music, dogs, books about VAMPIRES, pizza, act, shopping, dancing, dressing up at Halloween, skateboards, cherry pie, going to the beach, and pet stores (I love puppies :])Oh and turtles. He must love turtles. Who doesn't love them!? My LOVE must be: daring and kind and generous and free-spirited, no wet blankets! He must support my dreams, love my voice, melt when he sees me! he must LOVE ME! Other things my love will ♥: to talk all night, to take bike rides on the beach, to wash my dog, to take me to the mall, to watch old movies, to listen to 80's music Rocks, to play in a garage band. to eat lots of ice cream! BEING WITH ME!

-50 THINGS ABOUT MY ♥

LOVE♥

CINDERELLA'S SISTER!

Hello there! It has been a while since I haven't written down here in my blog. Well, I was busy with my story. Okay...read on! ^_^

CINDERELLA'S SISTER!

 I never knew this story was awesome! This show was aired on ABS-CBN and the parts that I have watched were only the episodes near the ending. So when I learned that the part I had watched last night was the ENDING, I felt sad. I didn't watch the beginning and the middle...only the end. So this morning until afternoon, I watched Cinderella's Sister from the start. I like the character of Zarren Song. She's a strong girl even though...she's cynical, pessimistic and shy. She's really good at hiding her emotions and does not get attached to people easily. I also like Timothy here. Zarren's love interest and prince. Timothy is handsome, gentle and kind. He loves Zarren despite her attitude. I don't know what kind of magic this show has that it caught my attention. But I seriously enjoyed it. Later on the story, Zarren was able to express herself with the help of Timothy. This is a love story where teens can really enjoy. I just loved it. Why don't you watch it? It's a great show. ^_^

Watch it yourself and get attached to these characters. :)

I just can't explain how I feel when I watched it. If you want to know...then try watching it. ♥

PICTURES! ♥ ^_^

"LOVE"

Can you see the word love? ^_^ Well...I've got nothing to do...so here's the result..by the way..don't ask on how I took the picture.. :)

"L-O-V-E"

Look at what I had caught in my phone's camera...the shadow of LOVE.. (wink wink) ^_^

My Photography and Edits :))

During our Junior-Senior Prom, my ancestor handed down to me her love for photography, and it so happened that I enjoy photography even though I'm not that professional. HA HA HA. So here are some of my photography and edits. [I don't have a pro-cam so I used the camera of my phone. I hope I'll have one. ^_^] LOL XD.

"ALONE"

The Picture above was taken by me during March 13,2011 while I was studying my English Subject. When I saw the page of the book which is full of "alone words" like, independent, can stand by itself, and alone, I grabbed my phone and took a picture. Since I don't have a professional camera wherein, I myself can adjust the lens, I just edited the picture. :)

"CONFUSED"

The picture above was taken March 13, 2011 while I was taking a break from studying. HA HA HA. So... you may say, "why are you not studying?" oh come on. Give me a break. It's so hard to be a student you know. [sigh] Oh well. The words you can read is from a song entitled, " KEY TO MY HEART" by: Jessica Jarrell. The song I chose was random, but it sort of fits me. ;) I edited it too by my own. :D

"MY PIGGY!"

So this is my drawing. LOL! I drew this during our activity in our SOCIAL STUDIES class. Well, I'm not that good in drawing, so please understand my pig. Ha Ha Ha! Isn't it cute? Well for me, it's cute! :P :D

So other pictures and edits will be posted soon. I guess this summer maybe. Just be updated. ;)

--*CeS*--

Give me back my heart! :)

If only I could lock all my emotions in a box and lock it, I would. And I would keep it hidden until someone finds it with the right key and open it and give them back to me.

How I wish....

Having these emotions are getting in my way. Both good and bad. In the good side, they make me strong, sociable and me! On the bad side, they make me a bad person and dark inside!

Warning! What you may read may be inappropriate for some ages. What you are about to read is only a fictional and not true story. TAKE NOTE: FICTIONAL and NOT TRUE!

I opened the door and saw that the room was dark. The light coming from behind me illuminates the part of the floor. I stepped in and closed the door behind me. Now, I'm all alone while being consumed by the darkness. I extended my hands and grabbed anything that I can feel. I felt the long table covered by something soft and fluffy. I moved my hands across the table...suddenly, something sharp brushed along my palm. I can't see it, but I know that my palm is bleeding. I closed and opened my palm and I can feel that warm sticky liquid on my skin. "A knife" I told myself. I grabbed the handle of the knife and without any second thought, I aimed at my heart and started digging. Harder and harder each time, deeper and deeper I dug. I could feel that warm sticky liquid on my dress. Then finally, I got hold of my heart. It was still pounding and beating loudly. Which means it's still alive. I held my heart at my left hand and using my right hand, I felt for the refrigerator. Then finally, I opened the freezer and put my heart in there. I was getting weaker and weaker each time. I lay on the floor breathing heavily... My whole life flashed before me as I drifted deeper into the darkness. I covered my left chest wherein it left a hole and it's bleeding. Then the door swung open. I opened my eyes and saw a silhouette of a guy standing in the door way. He sound so frantic and worried as he shout my name. He flipped the lights on and I squinted at the light. I could feel his footsteps going towards me. Then his hands held me. He took my right arm which was covering the hole. I managed to open my eyes and look at him. He had a first aid kit with him. He treated the wound left by the knife but he didn't sew the hole. Unexpectedly, he opened the freezer and took my heart out. It was barely beating now. Just then, he blew into it. And it made the beating of my heart stronger. And it made its color more lovelier and more bloody red. :) I knew just then...he blew love and life into it. Slowly, carefully, he returned my heart into its proper place and stitched the hole. I closed my eyes and I can feel him carry me. A day later I woke up at the hospital. When I opened my eyes, I saw him looking at me full of love and care. He smiled at me. I remembered the stitches he gave me. I gently touched the location of my heart and I felt love, care and happiness. When I looked around the room, I saw a friend of mine. "How did I live?" I asked her even though I knew the answer. I need to hear it again. "You lived because of his strong LOVE for you. He blew life and love into your heart again." I smiled and looked at him. He was smiling. "You saved me. You saved my heart...my life." I told him. "You had saved me too, you know." he replied. "How?" I asked. "A day before you entered that dark room and took your heart out, you had saved me." he explained. "What?How?" I asked again. "You found me in my room, holding my heart. I was gripping it and a knife was on my other hand. You called out my name and told me to stop. You ran to me and grabbed the knife out of my hands. I was crying. You hushed me down and kneel beside me. You told me, that everything's going to be alright. That someday, I will find my true love. You took my heart from my right hand and told me to lie down. I did what you told me, I lie down. You blew into my heart and I knew, right then, that you blew LOVE and LIFE into it. And I knew, you were my true love. Slowly, you put my heart back into place and stitched the big hole I made. You took care of me for a day. When I woke up, I was feeling strong and Loved. You told me you'll be right back but then you didn't. That's when I knew you took your heart out too. Why?" he explained as I listen. "I took it out because I knew, no one's going to love me truly. But when you saved me, I knew, there was still someone who cares and love me." We smiled at each other. Now our hearts are refilled with Love and Life, by someone who really loves us. :)

Ongoing or Deteriorating?

He's good looking. No question with that. His attitude? Err..I don't know... For me, I think, he is brotherly, sporty and firm. That's all I know about him. That's why I'm getting confused now. I don't know if I still like him. Well I like him because he's pretty good looking and sporty. Now...I don't know...maybe my mom is right. Crushes just pass. That's High School. Damn. I've been running in this cycle of "love" since I had stepped into the gates of High School. Fall in love and fall out of it. I'm getting tired. It has always been the same.

Now my question is...

Do I still like him? He rarely crossed my mind these past few days.And I don't know why, my bubbly feelings before whenever I see him had become less. 

Now..many had known about "him" and they were all teasing me and everything. I would smile instantly, and I don't know why, but then I still get confused.

Gosh! I never knew this teen love/infatuation can be a pain in the neck...blah blah blah... ?_?
Does my feelings for him ongoing or already on the process of deteriorating? 

Literary Musical Contest 2010-2011

Monday, February 28,2011 is the day of our Literary Musical Contests. We had Filipino and English Declamation, Extemporaneous Speaking, Newscasting Contest, Vocal Solo Pop,Vocal Solo Classical, Vocal Duet Pop and Hiphop Contest. So, while watching these contests I was feeling sleepy. But when it came to the Singing Contests and the Hiphop Contest, my adrenaline rushed back into me again which made my sleepiness disappear. And then, the results of the contest was announced! We, the Juniors, won 3rd place on the English Declamation and Vocal Solo Pop, 1st place on three contests. Extemporaneous Speaking, Newscasting contest and Vocal Solo Classical. AND THE MOST AWAITED AWARDING TIME!! THE AWARDING OF THE WINNERS OF THE HIPHOP CONTEST!!!! We, the Juniors, were expecting that we would won the first place because everyone was awed by the performance of our fellow 3rd year classmates. The 2nd Year, Sophomores, won the third place. And guess who got the 2nd place?!? US!! THE JUNIORS!! I can't believe it! Actually, we all can't believe it. When our teachers, excitedly called that we got second place, all of us, Juniors, had their mouths hanging open and then there was silence. And the SENIORS got the first place. We all can't believe it! Every time there was a HIPHOP contest in school, our fellow classmates would join and they would always win and every student that could witness them dancing had been awed. We were wondering how the Seniors won the first place. I'm not saying that their performance is bad, it's just that our fellow JUNIORS performed better than them. Then we started to wonder about the judging. Some of my classmates said that one of the Judges that judged during the HIPHOP Contest, was good friends with the mother of one of the 4th year student. We were clamoring. Even our classmates that joined the HIPHOP also thought that it was unfair judging. We left the school with doubts, a dot of anger, sadness and feeling bad that we didn't won. Maybe this comments of ours had reached the 4th year students and it had caused a slight misunderstanding between the two Year levels. Tsk. This unfortunate event caused the passiveness of the third year high school students. And it even caused the gloomy aura of all the JUNIORS.

THIS COULD AFFECT THE PERFORMANCE OF ALL YEAR 3 STUDENTS ON THE INTRAMURALS ON MARCH 01, 2011. :( 

NOTE:

Hiphop is one of the forte or the pride of all the JUNIORS. Aside from "HITTING THE TARGET" HIPHOP is one event wherein we always win. Wherein no one can really beat us except, if there are some unfair and unjust things happening around us.

Our Junior-Senior PROM!!♥ :D

February 26, 2011...
Wakey Wakey! I woke up at 8:00am due to the thought I had in mind that today is PROM DAY!!! I was still sleepy when I went out of the room. I flipped the TV on and surfed the channels. After watching two movies that was shown in STAR MOVIES, I decided to take a bath. My mom left, to pick up my friend,her mom and her sister because they are going to go to our house so that we can fix and dress ourselves together for the prom. After taking a bath, my cousin did something to my hair to make soft waves. A little while later, my mom arrived together with our guests. We had lunch and took a rest.

It was 3:00pm when my friend and I fixed ourselves for the Prom. Our mom's were the one who did our makeup and our hairdo[speaking of hairdo, what my cousin did to my hair resulted to heavy curls instead of soft waves.So we redid my hair]. During the makeup session, I was being naughty and noisy. I keep on clamoring on how I look. Like, "No! That's too much" "Eeep! That's not enough." My mom got a bit annoyed at me. HAHAHA. But then...using my charm and sweet words, I was able to make her smile again and let her mood slip back to it's normal happy one.AHAHAHA! Then the awaited part! The wearing of our dresses. After slipping on my dress, I immediately went in front of the mirror and looked at myself. The fit was just right, but I don't know why my breathing was heavy. Then I slipped on my shoe, grabbed my mask, grabbed my things and stuck them inside my blue pouch bag. Then I sat down the couch and waited. We had some pictorials first before we left. When we left our house, my mom did something. She stopped the car in front of every person she knows and asked them if my friend and I look great. They beamed at us and tell us that we look darling and beautiful. AND OH-EM-GEE!! My mom asked "this-somebody" if I looked great. Smiling, he said yes. Then 2 of our neighbors went near us and looked at us, smiling. A little girl aged a year-old or two, was struggling to climb the car and get inside. I called her name, while reaching out to pinch her chubby cheeks. My mom was talking to our neighbors, so their voices was all I heard...but then, a voice of a young boy, was overheard by me. hahaha! [What he said and what I heard is.......SECRET] :P ^_^ Then we traveled towards SARABIA MANOR HOTEL, where our JS Prom will be held. It was 5:00 when we neared the hotel. But then we took a turn to Ybiernas Street to where the house of my Mom's friend and one of my friend is located. We had our retouch there and some accessories were added. Then we drove to the Hotel.

Okay. So the PROM started. I was escorted by a fourth year student who is just a bit taller than me. hehe. I was wearing a mask and so was he. He entered from the other side of the room and I entered on the other side. When we met at the center, I was a little bit shaking because I was the first in line and it was my first time. I managed to smile and feel comfortable. Then he asked me my table number. I answered "16". I was still a little bit shaking. Then he offered his arm and I took it. I was shaking. [Don't blame me! I'm so not used to that.] Then we walked the red carpet and paused for a picture. Then, I heard him ask if where is the table 16. I remembered, I saw where it was located so I just told him. Then he accompanied me to the table. I smiled and managed to say "Thank you." I did not expect my escort to be a gentleman.[not that I expect him to be not]. But then I was wrong, he was kind and a gentleman. Okay!!! FAST FORWARD!!!  Was it just a coincidence or something? Well...my predecessor is the girlfriend of my escort earlier. She bequeathed me something about Photography. Based on what I had heard, I heard "camera lens...and....photography" and I was like "WHOA" Actually, i love taking pictures and would like to have photography as a hobby but I'm not as good as my predecessor may be. But I was thankful that she had bequeathed it to me. ^_^  Then we had the lighting of candles and sang JUST THE WAY YOU ARE by: BRUNO MARS....FORWARD!!!  Then the DANCE FLOOR was opened!!! Whoohoo!!!! My friends and I joined the dancing Juniors and Seniors. Dancing here, dancing there! Whoo! Disco!! There was no "sweet dance" but we enjoyed the group disco! Cameras click from here to there, The lights were out and only the center light [no, there was no DISCO BALL] was turned on. I enjoyed dancing and partying with my friends. We took so many pictures. From friends to classmates and even to our teachers!! Jumping around and around, swaying to every beat of the music. Then our very happy party dancing was interrupted!!! One of our teacher, reprimanded us about one music we played. She told us that she was listening to the lyrics and she was very disappointed, and commanded us to sit down for a while. Then she reprimanded us.After that short sermon we got, another teacher told us to go back to dancing and resume the party and fun that we were having. Some moods were destroyed by that sermon and they decided to just sit down. A little returned to the dance floor, which includes me and my friends. And how fast time had gone!! We ended an hour later. :(

One word to describe my first JS PROM? F-U-N. FUN!!!
This is one night I will never forget! It will always have a special place in my heart. One day, when I face another chapter of my life, recalling my 1st Prom Night can make me smile. Just like what happened to my 1st RETREAT. They will always be a part of me. Special memories wherein they became a part of my life, will forever be etched in my heart and mind. ♥♥♥ :D

Creeping Darkness

I can feel it! I'm so so close to falling into that dark pit. It has been waiting for so long...for me. I'm on the edge. One wrong massive outburst can lead to my fall. That place isn't the ideal place for us. I had seen a glimpse of it. And gosh! was it scary!!! Colored deep dark black with swirling bloody red and violet colors. Cries, wails and screams can be heard. If you're thinking that what I meant here is HELL...well, you got it wrong. It's not Hell. Hell is much more worse! This place is only the storage area of the bad and darkest side of a person. I guess, we all have this pit. Let us say that this is called as The Worst and Darkest Side of Me. Okay... so I almost fell into it these past few days. I am hoping  that I won't. I can't lose myself into it. I might go crazy.


Oh come on!!! Give me a break! My head is spinning! Black and red swirls are all that I can see.I don't want to turn into someone who is very very destructive. Oh well, I can be very destructive if I only have my monthly "birthday" or if I'm very full of all these things like stress and pressure. Right now, i just want to be happy and carefree. 


I'm so not ready to fall into the darkness. It's very scary and I don't want to be someone who stays on the negative side...always. 

T.L.E class: FUN COOKING

Ah...T.L.E class! Time for cooking! And guess what? We cooked two things! COOKIES and CAKE!!! Yummy! Okay so here's what had happened.

A friend of mine forgot to bring butter. So she called her mom to bring the butter to school. During our third period class, we decided to check if the butter was already delivered. We ran down flights of stairs to reach the ground and the guard house. We were already out of breaths by the time we reached the place. When we asked the guard he said that there was none. So we decided to ask someone to buy for us. Then we ran back again to reach our H.E room. There, everyone was busy preparing the ingredients and the materials needed. Just then, our group mates asked us if we already have the butter. We shook our head and told them that it will arrive a little later. Standing there, a feeling suddenly occurred to me. I went to the refrigerator and opened it. Ah! Just what I had expected! Butter! Butters actually. So I called my friend and told her to ask permission from our teacher to use those butters and replace them later. Then we started to cook. Cooking is fascinating! My group mates and I were playfully arguing on our roles in cooking. While mixing the ingredients, we were laughing and making jokes. And every time a new ingredient is added we go, "Oooh!" and we go silent and concentrate at the mixture. We made CHOCOLATE CAKE!!! After we finished the mixture we tasted it, and we just can't get enough. Then we baked it. Next stop! We cooked CHOCOLATE COOKIES!!! Just like what had happened during mixing time, we go "Oooh!"  and we laugh and playfully argue. The other groups were also busy, but still, the H.E room is so noisy! Transferring from one group to another and laughing. Then we also baked the cookies. While waiting, the other groups were just about to make their cake. One group has icings. And can you guess what happened next? the boys put icing on their fingers and put it on the faces of everyone they wanted. Unluckily, I was one of those who had been put icing on the face. So...game on! I also put icing on their faces! Laughter echoed through the entire room. Our teachers went inside the room and tasted our cooked COOKIES. 

If you let me narrate all that had happened inside the H.E room, it would make my fingers hurt from typing. HA HA HA. Well if you really want to picture it out, here's what you need to do: 

Imagine a class of 3rd year high school students [JUNIORS] inside the HOME ECONOMICS ROOM, laughing and kidding around. Icing all over their faces, roaming around, sharing their food to each and everyone and being a sister and a brother to each one. 

Year 3- Temperance is full of fun!! I had learned to love this class! School year 2010-2011. :)

Little Darkness had Escaped!

My friends and I were talking about this C.A.T thingy when we get to 4th year. So...I had so many questions on how they are going to conduct the training. I was speaking continuously when one of my friend told me to join already and stop thinking that I can't do it [i think that's what she said...hahaha.i forgot the clear details]. I was supposed to respond in a tone that is in a jokingly manner...but I was surprised how my voice turned out!!! Deep, full-forced, dark and serious. My friend was surprised at my tone and she hid behind our other friend.HA HA HA. Seeing her expression made me laugh. It has been a long time since I heard my voice like that again.

I'm so sorry for that. I never expected that a "little darkness in me" will escape without my notice. ^_^

"The Window to Our SOUL"

They say that the eye is the window to our soul. Sometimes, staring right into them, we can suddenly depict what kind of person he/she is, or how he/she feels. Our eyes expresses what we truly feel. Our actions and words may lie, but our eyes cannot.

Well that was only my introduction people! Here's the thing: Sometimes, we may feel that someone is watching us from afar. When we look, there isn't anybody. Secondly, there is really this incident wherein we caught somebody staring at us. And sometimes, it weirds me out. Thirdly, sometimes, we may accidentally stare into someone and if they caught us, they don't break the stare suddenly. Fourth, it can be our own decision to stare into someone, like for example, what my friends and I would do sometimes, the staring game. Oh well. Do you get me?

Okay...so why do people do that? Why do we do that? Is it because of curiosity, admiration, observation or it's just a habit of some? I want to know!! 


Looking into someone's eye is....fascinating but at the same time...weird...
I'm not that kind of person, who can hold long gazes. But if my will to hold that gaze is so strong, I may be able to do it. But usually, I don't. Especially with people whom I am not that close with or with people who aren't much close to me. It intimidates me.  

Do you know how deep LOVE can dig?

~A skater boy loving a lovely ballerina.

~The most outstanding student, crazy in love to an out of school rock star.

~An Emo boy in love with the most noisy girly girl in the campus.

~A scene girl faithfully in love with a gangster.


~A girl who is completely in love with a guy 6 years older than her.


~A guy who is deeply in love with a big and chubby girl.


~A super tall girl who is totally in love with a guy 2 feet lower than her.


~A rich girl unconditionally in love with a poor guy.

And Lastly...

~A loving MORTAL who gives everything for an IMMORTAL.

[♥♥♥]

Special thanks to a friend who has sent me her GM (Group message) containing these LOVE STUFF. :)
I just added some stuff there too based on what I had seen or learned. :)

What did I just realized?

WHOA!

~I am playing this game called "It Girl" on Facebook. Well, there, my character needs a boyfriend. One day...my character got her first boyfriend. And as the manager of my character...it's like, it is me playing too! I was happy for my character! She was given compliments and gifts. While me, on the other hand, on the real life, doesn't have what she has. I think their relationship lasted for a week. Nearly the end of the week, I noticed the happiness meter of my character's boyfriend is decreasing. Then one day...I was shocked. "You're boyfriend just broke up with you" and I was like: "What the-? Fine! I'll look for somebody better than you are!" Things have been like that for, I don't know, since my character gets dumped every time. I think she got more than 5 boyfriends already. But what I felt when my character had her first relationship, was nothing compared to the ones she had after her first break up. Now...it's like: "Uh...yeah..thanks for the compliment." or "Whatever!" And I realized...maybe this is what it's like in the real life. When you have your first relationship. Well [both hands up on the air] don't ask me anything about it. I never had one before. But if your first ever relationship failed, then your innocent and loving heart will be possessed by dark things which will make you say "Fine! I don't care! I'll find someone better than you are!" but the real thing is, you still love that person and if ever you still have that feelings for your first guy when you entered into another relationship, it's just like playing with the second one. You'll keep doing these things until you totally forget about your first guy. AND keep doing this until you get immune and you get used to it. But these can change. ONLY...IF ONLY..you can find the right guy for you...who will LOVE and ACCEPT you for who you are. :) ♥

Darkness.... :)

OMG!! After falling into VAMPIRES...guess what? I fell into FALLEN ANGELS too. You may say that I may seem like a 15 year old girl who is too dark and who's life is wrapped up by darkness... you got it wrong. I'm the opposite of it..i think. But nearly falling into that dark side once. Oh well.. Thanks to a friend who let me borrow her "FALLEN by: Lauren Kate" book. I just couldn't have enough. Now, I'm reading the second series entitled "TORMENT" and WOW! But before I could spoil you [if you're planning to read this book too] I would stop typing the events that had happened in the book. 


If you're one of those who love books that are "dark covered" or those who just like books that have romance and danger mixed..Well then! Read those that have FALLEN ANGELS and VAMPIRES written all over their labels. I'm still figuring other things out. But for now, for the romance-danger, I'm only stuck with these two. :) I'm still wondering why....these things are very captivating to me. 

WHAT IN THE WORLD?!

WARNING!!!

MY SWEET, BUBBLY, FRIENDLY, HAPPY-GO-LUCKY AND SOMEWHAT CUTE NATURE IS ABOUT TO BE SMUDGED BY A DARK, BITTER, BAD NATURE. BUT DON'T WORRY. IT'S ONLY FOR TODAY. :) MY MOOD FALTERED. WHICH RESULTED TO THE BAD SIDE OF ME.

I am so worn out! We had a big day at school. We had our accreditation by the PAASCU TEAM. I am all happy and nice this morning. BUT THEN! "somebody" made my mood falter. OH GOSH. If I only knew how to punch and kick the right way! 

I was being nice...okay? I agreed, for the sake of the rule that they are having. Yeah..you're fine. But then...you can be irritating sometimes. Once, I had been keeping something, [which I know that you know because you were there] you blurted it out! I had been steering the whole conversation away, so that, that awful matter will not be touched or heard of. But you are so persistent! I know that "matter' is not bad but I don't want to hear any of it! BUT being you, you playfully revealed it. GOSH! That whole time you were talking about it, I was clasping my hands and trying to control my breathing! UGH! If I didn't have the right amount of control that time, I could have punch you or say something that will make you cringe. BUT! I LET YOU PASS THAT TIME.

YOU*DID*IT*AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

I wasn't being stupid. I was quiet. A book on my hand and my eyes focused on it. You were at the back, talking casually with my sis, and you started to irritate me again! Insulting me while I am there?!?HELLO!SERIOUSLY?? How PATHETIC!! Don't you dare insult me too much of my height! I may be small and petite but I can take you down! You think you have seen the best of me? Wait till you see the other side of me. Then you can say who I really am. I rarely show my real bad side. Know why? Because I can really be a pain in the neck. GOT IT?

Okay. So I had agreed to your offer...hmmm..well.First, I had no other choice because if I declined it, I will have a hard time finding someone to go with at that event. Second, even though I said no, I could predict that maybe [only maybe] somebody would ask a favor to me from you. [men!tsk.] Third, I have read the Candy Mag and it says that "give [dorky] guy a chance" (LOL!) and lastly, Fourth. You seem...like a girl even though you're a guy [haha.fishy!] which makes you okay. No offense, but I really think you are a girly girl kind of boy which is not really a boy. :))

Things are spinning so fast now! It's like I couldn't keep up. Problems about school, personal life, and other complicated circumstances that exists! Hope I won't lose control!

By the way! i'm currently reading FALLEN by LAUREN KATE! So far, the book is really good! Bye! Signing off to read! And do other things! :P :) ♥

~REBELplusSWEET~

First-ever... JS PROM

Prom. Tsk. Now what? I think everything is wrong about our prom. The venue, theme and everything. I think. I hope this gets resolved before the big day. This is my first time prom...so I hope this turns out good. [*fingers-crossed*]

By the way...Justin Bieber's song "First Dance" is perfect for our first time ever prom. :)

Book Review..I think ♥♥♥ :D

And I'm done! I'm done reading the sixth book of Vampire Academy by: Richelle Mead. And I'm completely done reading the series (*sniffs*) :( But I do hope there's a movie. Okay. So here I go again. Feeling sad and sober why does the series had to end. The book ended pretty good! Quite the ending I liked, but... it still lacks, hmm, I don't know. It's like I still wanted more. GOOD NEWS! It has a spin-off series! That is what I am looking forward to!

The day my hands were laid on the first book, which was VAMPIRE ACADEMY, I felt anxious on how the book will turn out. Of course, Vampire books were one of my liked genres. When I started to read, it's like being on a whole new world. A world where these characters were brought to life. With a snap, I was instantly glued to the story!♥ The way the characters were described were pretty amazing. The details were laid very finely. Reading it, makes me feel happy and somewhat strong. [Oh no. The book is really very influencing] There were lessons brought out by the story too. Like how to value your friends, and how to enjoy life as it is. :D This is the part where Rose falls in love with the gorgeous Dimitri. And Dimitri fell in love with her too. But some circumstances in their world makes their love story complicated.
When I finished the book in a span of THREE DAYS only, it left me craving for more.

OMG! The second book is on my hands. FROSTBITE. OMG! This part had made me fall in love! really! And burst into tears! For how many times! This is the part where Rose found her one and only true love! This dragged me to the world of...let's say... "The Vampire Fairy Tale" world. A mix of danger, love, friendship, power and nocturnal schedule ;) [Ha Ha Ha] I finished reading this book in a span of TWO DAYS!!! Damn. If I really like a book, I couldn't stand putting it down and leave the story hanging.

And HOLLY MACARONI! The third book is in front of my eyes! SHADOW KISS. Okay. So this part had my emotions mixed. I don't know. Joy, Love, Shock, Anger and many other. Okay so Vampires, both good and bad, and Dhamphirs are the characters here. I never imagined ghosts will be starring in the book too. THIS PART HAD ME CRYING TOO! TEARS AND FLARES OF EMOTIONS MIXED! Men! Losing the one you really LOVE is going to make you frantic and crazy. And as for me, while reading the chapters near the end, my face is wet with tears. Bow. :| I finished reading this tear-jerking but awesome book with a span of 2 and a half days...


OH-EM-GEE! BLOOD PROMISE! This is the book series wherein I was crying, laughing and throwing anything that I can grab onto. Men! This book dragged me into it. I was like shouting and talking to myself.Tsk. What the heck? Oh well..I LOVE THE BOOK!Rose would do anything to free the man she loves from the hell he is living...even though it means losing her life. Boom! Tears and smiles mixed? Now that's what I call...smear?HAHAHA [smiles+tears=smears???] I can proudly recommend this book to any VAMPIRE LOVERS out there! !♥ I finished reading this book for three days only. :)

SOWEEETTTT! SPIRIT BOUND! With the help of her best friend, Rose was able to free the man she loves and restore his old self back. But then...because of the terrible things that happened when he was still "evil" he pretended that his love for her had faded so she can be happy again and that they'll remain as friends. But then, she doesn't believe it. This is so funny! No matter how hard they try to hide their true feelings from each other, their auras can't lie. A spirit user tells them that when they are together, their auras shines so bright like the sun which means that they are totally in love with each other. AWW. This part made my cry and fell in love. I finished this VAMPIRE ACADEMY series for three to five days. The reason why it kept me so long? DID YOU KNOW...that it is hard reading an online book? You might get eye strain or it will hurt your eyes. Tsk. :D

AWWW..[*sniffs*] LAST SACRIFICE. OH NO! The last book! :'( I like this series too. Rose and Dimitri finally admitted that they still have strong feelings for each other. :)) Rose's best friend was crowned as the new queen [even though she is still too young; 18 years old]. But before that happened. Rose got shot by a gun near her heart and she thought she was going to die. But then, one day she woke up and saw that she was at the Palace housing. Dimitri was there and had good news for her. When Lissa, her best friend, visited her, she knew that their psychic bond was now gone. Lissa told her that she died but then returned again without the help of spirit. That's why their bond was gone. Then Lissa was crowned. Rose and Dimitri were embracing each other, and she told Dimitri that their future is in good hands. The MOROI and DHAMPHIRS future is in good hands. ♥♥♥ :D


Okay. So this is the first book series that I cried for so many times. Throw tantrums while reading it. And mixed emotions spilled out from me. This book must be pretty good to do these things to me. And Richelle Mead is an awesome writer! :D I'm looking forward to The Vampire Academy and it's series the GRAPHIC NOVEL. And also for the spin-off series entitled BLOOD LINES! That will be all about Sydney Sage, Rose's Alchemist Friend. men.!I'm excited. They say it will be out this coming AUGUST 2011.

~VAMPIRES~

FIRST TIME!♥ :D

This is so funny. It was the first time that I rode a jeepney all alone to go home. That was a first. Crossing the street was a little hassle but I made it though. HAHAHA. This is amazing. Now I feel that little by little, some little pieces of my puzzle is found. :) 

It was only a "one ride jeepney". I only need to ride a VILLA JEEP. While crossing the street, it was like "oh my, shit!" when I rode the Jeepney, I felt relieved. When I arrived in front of our subdivision, I was like "Yay Me!" HA HA HA! Then I walked until I reached our house. 

And then...

People would ask if it was for real that I was able to go home ALL ALONE. Why wouldn't they believe me? It's not that impossible. ;) For a petite girl like me, oh well, you think things would be impossible for me. But that's not what I have in mind. I can make some impossible to...POSSIBLE! ♥ :P :D

P.E Injury

Oh great. I'm injured. My left hand twisted while I was about to do my second cartwheel...Now my arm is in pain. But it's tolerable. So here's what had happened.

I am always the first one to try the gymnastics for I am the first person in line. My first cartwheel turned out to be great! But then my second cartwheel? NOT SO GOOD. I was standing in front of the "foam-bed" ready to have my second one. As I put my hands down and throw my body up, my foot that I used to push my body, slipped along with the foam. Sadly, the happening was too fast. I wasn't able to regain my balance and I slipped, leaving my left hand grounded for balance and my right hand swung up as an initial reaction of shock or adrenaline rush. Then I was able to feel my left arm twist and I made a face. I stood up to soothe my arm. I tried rubbing it and shaking it a little. I even tried to stop moving and tell my mind not to think about the pain. It didn't work. Our teacher told me to try again. I was telling myself I can do it. But my hand would not respond positively. The pain is there. I told my teacher that my arm hurts and I'll try again later. He asked me if I'm okay and I nodded. he told me to shake my arm. I nodded again and went to the side. A classmate of mine asked me what's wrong. I told him that my arm hurts. He thought it was my hand which hurts so he gave me advice on how to soothe it. I told him again that it was my arm not my hand which hurts. He just smiled and said  "oh" as he made that rubbing gesture again and returned to the other classmate of ours to talk. Then I was set again. I tried again. As I start my cartwheel again,my blood started to pound and my heart beat raced. Finally I was able to do my second cartwheel. It's not GOOD. It has flaws. And the pain in my left arm was back. And that's when I concluded. I'm injured. But I can do this. It will heal. As they say, "no pain...no game". 


As for now, the pain is a little bit gone. But then I feel nervous now. Damn. That flaw in my second cartwheel did a damage to me. It made me feel nervous. But I can do it. I'm not giving up. Tsk. This stupid injury must stop or else...or else...I don't know. It better be gone. ;)

Figure it Out!

So silent and so serene...suddenly!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!NOOOOOOOOOOOO!! Screams and protests were heard from me. I then noticed my vision got blurry. My eyes were full of tears already, and they began to fall down through my cheeks. I wiped them off and whined. Suddenly my clenched fist were already hitting the pillows, getting stronger and stronger with every punch. I screamed again. This time accompanied by my wild actions. My eyes would flare up with anger, sadness, love and I DON"T KNOW!! MIXED EMOTIONS!!

You know why? It was because of the book that I was reading! Shadow Kiss by Richelle Mead! BTW I'm done reading with SHADOW KISS!♥

I got hooked to the book. It was like being one of the characters! I can't explain how that book made me felt. It would just caught me by surprise. At first it would start of calmly but by the middle of the story, I became more unsteady. It is just weird how this book [and it's other series] can get through my head and make its mark. 

Recently, I've been sewing things up. The weird events that is similar to the book. The trainings they had, the Church, some words similar to the book and how it makes sense. Well, it may be just that I'm so hooked to the book. HA HA HA! That it made me think things happening in it were occurring in the real world too.

Nah! Vampires don't exist. It's all in the mind. Those Moroi, Dhampir, Guardians and Strigoi are all just fictional characters. They exist in the book and the imagination of the reader. Tsk. How would life be if ever they were...AHA! Wait! I don't want to waste my time erasing my past words. But in the book, some of them live with humans. Some humans even help Strigois. Oh well. It's a Fiction book. Anything could happen. :D

[I'm back to the real world!] Wait! What did just happen?! My sister was watching Fairly Odd Parents when Timmy said, "I wish we were back to the real world." TO THE REAL WORLD! Those were the words that I had just typed seconds before  he said it. I swear it was all weird!! (look at the phrase with [ ] ) It made me shudder. 

I would stop talking now and do other stuffs before things get weirder. Bye...For now. :)

Strikingly Unforgettable

I'm Done! I did it! I actually finished FROSTBITE in just two days! I can't believe it! Is it just me or the book was really interesting that I can't resist a day without reading it? Well I guess it was both. Now I'm Superb excited for SHADOW KISS. I tell you, this is a VAMPIRE NOVEL that won't let you put down the book. [Yeah this is true for me.I don't know about you.We have different tastes in books after all.] All jiggly and bubbly I became. Man! This book together with the first is stuck in my head, and I'm pretty pretty sure that the other 4 books will too! ♥


Oh what the heck is going on?! I'm not mad! I'm surprised! Surprised that I got dragged along into another freaking mistake. I'm not into leader thingy and follower thingy. All I want is my thoughts and voice to be heard if it's needed. I know I'm not that feeling well earlier and it got worst when I got appointed as the so called "leader" of this group. I don't despise the group. It's just that I was not fitted into being a LEADER. I'm not like my other friends who can take it. I know I can do it but...no. I can't. I don't know why. But I know Deep back...the farthest in my head, I can. It's just that. It won't come out of me. I am so not fitted for that work. I don't know what or who can trigger it and when. [sigh] I can do other stuff, JUST! don't put me in any leader stuff. I am not angry or mad at anyone. I want to clear that out. I just want to say, I'm not that a leader. nor a follower. I'm me. Who will express herself in any way she wants and when she wants. :D

Well yeah I can be a follower but...forget it. I can't even understand it. I'm a follower but not an obsessed follower..AHAHAHHA! If you know what I mean.. ;)

Stretch and Roll!

During our P.E class we had done some stretching and rolling! We are currently focused on Gymnastics. While doing the warms ups, I can't help but remember the events that happened to the book that I am reading. The Dhampirs, Novices in particular, are being trained to become the best Guardians to the Morois. Like us, they are being trained at school, both mentally and physically.Do some stretching. But unlike them, we are not Dhamphirs. A half human half Vampire. We are not as fast as them and we can't use weapon inside the School Campus. But how does it feel being one of them. Oh! That would be great yet dangerous. Here I am again, talking about Vamps who doesn't EXIST! Oh well. Back to what happened at class, Our group was the first one called to go up stage and do the forward-roll I was in the front line so I was the first one to encounter that forward-roll. As I step into the mats, I was very anxious on how my roll would turn out. First position, then second, then bend then roll! Phew! What a roll. I thought it was one of those reckless rolls I had done. But not this one, I think. I heard my teacher told me that my forward-roll was very good. And I was contented with what I did.Oops! Not yet! What is this? Am I craving for more gymnastic moves? No. I can't even pull one trick involving bending, jumping and rolling without hurting even a bit of myself. Now! Let's do this! I can survive this one. With the help of some inspirations around me.! Good Luck!

And by the way...

I'm on the second book of Vampire Academy. F R O S T B I T E!!! OH-EM-GEE! It gets better every time! Thanks to a friend who lend me her books! :D  All that I'm worried about[about the series only] is how can I find a copy of the LAST BOOK! The LAST SACRIFICE! I can't stop right then without reading it!! :O :D ^_^

Oh well! Buh-Bye for now! ♥ ♥ ♥ :[

What to do?

I'm noticing something as days passes by. And do you know what that is? It's that... F A C E B O O K gets boring for me every time I open it. It is the same old routine. Check the notifications, comment on photos, upload photos, chat with friends, read others status, play some games. For me the only thing that helps me, I think is the chat. For me, T W I T T E R is F.U.N now. I don't know what to do! I want to do something new and fun and adventurous with someone who shares the same feeling. All I want to do, is escape reality even just for a short while. There are some reasons why, I want to escape reality even just for a moment.And considering now, I'm fond of reading...reading Vampire Books...What to do..what to do..? Well let me see, I had read, TWILIGHT, NEW MOON, ECLIPSE and BREAKING DAWN, all by Stephanie Meyer...I also had read VAMPIRE ACADEMY [and loved it] by Richelle Mead and I like watching Vampire Diaries and Imortal [a Filipino TV show, shown on ABS-CBN]...

Now this is something new...something new to start with the new year 2011! ^_^

VAMPIRE ACADEMY!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! This book is just amazing!! It speaks about real friendship and love! I know that this is a series and I can't wait till I get hold of the second one!! OMG! I just can't stop screaming as I read the summary online! [spoiler alert]. All I can do now is shriek and scream as I imagined in my head the summary! AHHHH!! I never expected that a book can make me scream like this! Scream out of excitement! I'm feeling all jittery and bubbly as I wait for Monday to come and borrow the second book from a friend of mine. I can't WAIT....

the question is...

Why am I so hooked up on Vampires? Why do I need to keep on reading, it's like I can't put down the book. If I ever put it down, a single glimpse of it makes me want to pick it up again and read, and read, and read. Emotions are pouring out! Love, sadness, joy, grief, loss and EVERYTHING! Why does it have to occur in me? Do all Vampire Books do this? Not as far as I know. Stephanie Meyer's Twilight Saga's are great too but the only emotion I felt was love and joy and loss. In the Vampire Diaries, I also felt love, sadness and happiness. This is so weird. Vampire Books on my hands? Definitely weird. And what is weirder is that, in school when I feel that the person I am holding is very chubby or cuddly, I tend to bite them. Somewhat kind of impulse. HA HA HA. Of course I'm not a Vampire. But what if they really do exist? That would be awesome yet dangerous. Given only two options, to be a mortal princess or a vampire, I would choose, I think, being a vampire. How would that feel if you were immortal, how would that feel if you can smell blood even from miles away! And run as fast as the wind and acquire some magic or powers! But then I don't like the killing part. That you need to hunt human to survive. Drinking human blood. [eww!]

oh well this is all for now about the VAMPIRES...for now. :]