Kissing the Year 2010, GOODBYE!

2010 was one of the years that made a mark in my life. Both grief and happiness hit me. Before, December 31, 2009, hours and minutes before it hit 12:00 and January 01, 2010, I kept on thinking how I would write my life during the year 2010. My year didn't start happy and all fun. A close family relative of mine, which is my aunt, passed away. I was in all pain and grief. Then class was about to start. I am a J U N I O R already. At first, I felt scared and anxious about school. This is another year  at school. At first, I never really felt that I was a part of my class because I miss my S O P H O M O R E classmates. I thought it was going to be a hard one. But I was wrong. I found new friends. They help me carry through everyday school days. They make me laugh and smile. They can turn my mood around. I can say the section that I belong, YEAR 3-TEMPERANCE is the best! Talented, smart, kind and fun! We may be so naughty and loud but get to know us more and you'll enjoy our company. Now 2010 is about to end, our bondings as a J U N I O R is also almost over. All that's left for next year is the long-awaited PROM, the DEBATE, the INTRAMS [games and fun] and I'm not sure with other things. We only got 3 months to spend time with each other. There are so many memories that were created. Like our PLAY in English. We were the last one to perform and it was 6:00 in the evening already. We were disappointed but we understand. It hurts on our part that only a few students watched our PLAY. Another one! Ah! The retreat! It was so UNFORGETTABLE! The Song Composition. You know what, we had never won. Not even a single place. But you know what I realized? I realized that it is important to have fun in what you do. Even though we didn't won, at least we tried our very best and had fun. As a whole, and as a JUNIOR, the closeness, I think, are intact. To my DEAREST FRIENDS! THANK YOU SO MUCH! You made my life worth living. When I'm down and I don't know what to do, you are always there to help me. To my friend who's name starts with the letter E, thank you for being such a fun-to-be-with friend. You laugh with me at random times and make me crazy when I'm super duper serious! To my friend who's name starts with the letter I, thank you for being such a sociable and helpful friend. You help me with things and you share "chikas" with me.You make me laugh though my head is aching. To my friend who's name starts with the letter A, thank you for being such an adventurous friend. You have so many great ideas and so many chikas. You make me laugh and we sometimes annoy our other friends. To my friend who's name starts with the letter M, thank you for being a song-bird and fun friend. You sing songs which makes us feel better and you tell me some things involving love, music and friendship. To my friend who's name starts with the Letter L, thanks for being a fun and sport loving friend. You teach me things like blog,[hehe] and basketball and your love life. Thanks for being funny and "in-love". To my friend who's name starts with the letter J, thanks for being my friend for such a looong time. We laugh together and solve love problems together. Our friendship had been onto so many trials yet we remain strong. Thank you!! AS YOU CAN SEE NOT ALL MY FRIENDS ARE THANKED HERE. WHY? BECAUSE THEY ARE SO MANY AND I CAN'T REALLY TYPE IN ALL MY THANK YOU'S TO THEM. BUT TO MY FRIENDS! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO ME. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I LOVE YOU, MY DEAREST FRIENDS. Many people had been a part of my "FUN RIDE of 2010". Thanks for joining this year! i hope you join next year! MWAH!♥ Even though I lost a special person in my life, many, not only one, replaced her and completed my life. So to the Year 2010, You had been one of the UNEXPECTED years that I had in my whole entire 15 years of existence. As you leave as the clock strikes 12:00 in the evening of December 31,2010, I would like to thank you! Thanks for the time, wherein I was able to create wonderful memories with the new people in my life. So, I guess this is GOODBYE, year 2010. Your had created a mark in my life. CHAO! GOODBYE!----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- :)

Day Dream! :)

BAND...hmm...what about creating a band? Is that a great idea? An all girls band in which the members can sing, dance, play musical instruments and sort of act. [laughs] Well my friends and I are planning to create one. So far, we haven't started yet. Well we'll try. It is going to be so much fun if it is going to happen. A BAND! [sighs] here I am again. making my way to daydream land. Oh well... we'll see about that. If it is going to happen. I'll tell you! :)

Missing Poem! ;) [part one]

I never thought that this would really hurt
That tears would run down and wet my shirt.
This is not what I expect it to be
I feel so blank and empty.

Ah! Memories are here again!
From the day I became a Freshmen,
Many changes has occurred.
Many questions still remained unanswered.

Unexpected friendship had taken place
That friendship can never be replaced.
With them I found my second family
Wherein I could be myself and express myself freely.

I found lovable and sweet friends
Where fun and laughter never ends.
I found fun and sociable sisters
Who are bunch of youngsters.

I found an unusual father
Who is too tall for a Junior.
He may be too naughty and restless,
But seriously, he is a protector despite the weirdness.

Unexpected friendship with guys
Took me by surprise.
I never imagined things like this would happen
So fast, unnoticed and sudden.

I barely have two years to spend life as a High School
And it is so uncool.
I will surely miss those bonding
Wherein our laughters which made our stomach aching.

When I finish high school, many things will be gone
And College life will be heading on.
After high school life, there are somethings I will miss
Like these things I'm experiencing in bliss

I will not hear anybody call me "daughter" in school anymore
Nor someone will suddenly lift me off the floor.
Nobody will automatically treat me snacks
Or help me remove stuck thumbtacks.

I'll miss the stories and "chikas" my seatmates and I shared
Those things we have privately and publicly declared.
Those hugs and kisses I will surely miss
The end is nearing and these will be dismissed.

Our hang out places in school will be gone soon
And all that will be left are the memories while I stare at the moon
The scolding and laughing will be swept away
By the cold fast wind someday.

The funny whispers and teasing
Soon will be blurring
Those pulls and pushes
Will soon fall down the edges.

I will part ways with my friends
Sooner or later we will only see each other on weekends
My so-called brothers will soon leave me
And I will miss them badly.

Three best friends seated in front
With two guys at the back who are so vibrant
Despite being despicable, they can make us giggle
Make us smile and our eyes sparkle.

Then I was transferred to another and made friends in a group of four in my seat

A day without laughter is a day never complete.

Three girls with a guy

Fun and enjoyment in them you cannot deny.

Then again transferred to another

Good thing I can still chatter

There an unexpected friendship bloom

It was weird and unusual, I presume.

The class is naughty and fun

That's why we still transfer seats every session.

Thank goodness one of my friend transferred beside me

I think because of that everyday I'm a little bit noisy.

I never imagined to befriend more girls and guys
That's why it is so hard for goodbyes.
Let me say these things
Before all of these end in sad endings.

Counting one to two
We discussed about my debut
Three going to four
Next year they'll be coming and knocking on my door

Starting from five to six
They perform crazy antics.
Seven to Eight
They are my brothers and they are great.

Counting from Nine to ten
I lived a great high school life again.
In my next poem specific people will be mentioned
So don't miss reading it...not even for just a second.

Big Time Rush!!♥♥♥

BIG TIME RUSH!!!

Big Time by: Big Time Rush


Count On You by: Big Time Rush Feat. Jordin Sparks


This is Our Someday by: Big Time Rush


Halfway There by: Big Time Rush


Nothing Even Matters by: Big Time Rush

[Whistle-whistle] :-^

Why do I feel like this...At a second happy, on the other sad, on a click happy, at a blink angry. Are these the emotions that I have long contained? Are they coming out slowly and unnoticed? Are they trying to help me or destroy me? NO! I'm sorry for all those people whom I have hurt on the way. These emotions are slowly being poured out, and it's annoying! What are they doing...it's so irritating... well these songs are amazing though. It helps me calm down.. try to listen to them. Here are the titles of the songs:

1.)Catch Me If I Fall by: Maria Arredondo
2.)Just a Little Heartache by: Maria Arredondo [aww.this is for someone in the past...for my friends who are reading this..i guess you know whom I was referring to... the "CAUSE" of these in the past?hahaha..[wink.wink] but now it's OVER!]
3.)That Day by: Maria Arredondo [for my friend..i guess you know who you are.. ;)]
4.)That Should be Me by: Justin Bieber 
5.)Stuck in the Moment by: Justin Bieber
6.)Overboard by: Justin Bieber
7.)Fifteen by: Taylor Swift
8.)Speak Now by: Taylor Swift
9.)Today was a fairytale by: Taylor Swift
10.)Crazier  by: Taylor Swift


There are so many songs that I really like. Well...actually this ISN'T my TOP 10, this is only random choosing... ^_^
~~CES~~
.tWeNtY-tWo[22].

Aww! ♥♥♥ :DD

MY WISH by RASCAL FLATTS


BEST FRIENDS FOREVER by KSM


DISTRACTED by KSM


UNPREDICTABLE by KSM


ANYTIME YOU NEED A FRIEND


TRUE FRIEND by AIRTO [aww..I like this one!]


GIFT OF A FRIEND by DEMI LOVATO

NO NO NO NO WAY!

I'm so irritated TODAY! Our teacher irritated me. It's not our fault he has a short patience. And plus he was the one who arranged us that way and he would complain it's all wrong.! Isn't it irritating? ARGH! BOREDOM also irritates me!! Nothing to do is like, B-O-R-I-N-G! If I'm bored all I want to do is doodle, sing or hum a song, or talk to my seat mate or anybody. But sadly, it's like everyone was busy and my seat mate was in a state of "quarantine" HA HA HA! And me, I'm in a state of irritation!! The actions of a classmate also irritated me. Would you believe, he would borrow my things and use it without saying "May I borrow" and return it without saying "Thank You"....Breathe in, Breathe Out...I'm also STRESSED!!! Because of our Dance Presentation, 3rd Periodical Exam and Play in English. [WISH ME LUCK] :)

What.?!?!

They say College life is fast paced. Well...Even High School life is fast paced. It has been a week or two since we had our Mastery Test and here comes Periodical Exams. It's like we don't have a break in studying. [Yeah actually we have no choice. We are still in school] In school, we have our lessons first before the exams. But in real life, exams first then the lesson. Sometimes I can't understand how life goes. What you expect, never happens. While the unexpected happened. It annoys me sometimes. It goes round and round. Hate to break this up, but I think, just because of these happenings, I get a little crazy sometimes. Quiet then noisy. Good then bad. Angelic then demonic. It's like many souls are in me at the same time. This is kind of fun, I admit. This is a part of High School.....

DID YOU KNOW that.... When I was in elementary, I kept on asking why do people think that their High School life was the most memorable one. Now, I experienced it and there's only one thing I could say. THEY ARE RIGHT!! :D High School life is pretty much a bunch of fun. Laughter here, Laughter there. Drama here, Drama there. Yeah, It's kind of complicated but that's just the way it is. Everything is temporary after all. Enjoy the things that comes up to you. Just keep your window and door open. Let all things come into you. They won't be here for such a long time you know. :)

CRAZIER each TIME! XD

I can barely breath! I can barely hear my own voice! I can barely talk, shout and laugh! I can barely jump, walk, spin and run! I hate it! I hate feeling SICK! Headache, slight sore throat, allergic rhinitis and runny nose...But did you know what? It is kind of crazy! I mean, my sickness would appear then disappear. In that way it also make me sort of crazy. Whenever I could feel that my sickness is arising, I would keep quiet, doodle on the paper, cover my face with a handkerchief, and my mood would also change. But if I would feel better, I would talk and talk and laugh and laugh and move and move. :D *sniffle* stupid little sickness! I can't concentrate on listening. How would you react if you meet someone, happy at the minute and sad on the other minute? I remember, some of my classmates would ask me if I'm broken hearted and I would just laugh and reply no. One classmate told me, "It's okay, there are many fish in the sea." I just laughed. When she left. I repeated what she said. But I made an addition. "There are many fish in the sea, but the best fish is in me." My friend, who is beside me heard what I said and she burst out laughing. Even though I had a headache, I can't help but laugh. "THE BEST FISH IS IN ME" the reason behind this addition is that the delicious fish is in me because it's delicious so I ate it! LOL... :D... Hard headed little me. I'm sick but I kept on laughing. Well I guess it is also a factor why I am feeling well at times. After all, Laughter is the best medicine...HA HA HA! I remember a quote from our SOCIAL STUDIES teacher, "Smile though your heart is aching...a friendly reminder from the mental hospital" [laughs] Ooh! And earlier, I had a De ja vu! That was really weird! I know at the back of my head that it happened already! But I can't remember when!!! But I'm pretty sure, I've seen it, felt it and experienced it! A friend of mine, is a bit crazy earlier..HA HA HA...I mean she's acting funny! Like imitating our teachers and our classmates. She gave me a good thing to laugh about. Many people had made me laugh. From my family, to my friends, to my classmates. Being with them, makes me forget that I'm sick. YEAR 3-TEMPERANCE batch 2010-2011. ^_^

These songs are amazing! :D

THE SHOW by: LENKA

TROUBLE IS A FRIEND by: LENKA

LIKE A SONG by: LENKA

SOMETHIN' BOUT LOVE by: David Archuleta

GOD GAVE MY YOU by: Bryan White

IT STOPS TODAY by: Colbie Caillat

I miss you like crazy!

I miss those times wherein there is only the two of us. We are together so happy and carefree. I can still remember the jealous looks on the face of the people whom we meet. We roam around the plaza meeting other people. I miss those times wherein you would carry me. Now...I haven't seen you and be with you for like...years.I hope I could see you again. Be with you while we stroll around. You make me smile my dear. I hope I could hold your hand again. You know what? I miss you like crazy. I miss you my dear friend, my dear BICYCLE. :P ^_^

These pains I had tolerated, and I almost died!

I have handled many pains. The pains that I am talking about are physical pains. I have also experienced near-death experiences. I have fallen off a 7 feet[i think, but it's more than 6 feet] cabinet. It was my choice to jump. I surely knew how to get to the top of that cabinet, but I didn't know how to go down. All was a blur that time. We were playing hide and seek and I was the "IT". I entered the room of my cousin. When you open the door, you are greeted by her bed then when you turn to the right, there's a big door leading to another room. I entered that room and I was greeted by a giant closet. Helplessly, I pulled the big doors of the closet. But it won't budge. So I proceeded. I went straight ahead when I saw the cabinet[the one I was talking about me, jumping from it] it is big and its door is slightly ajar, so I thought someone was hiding in it. It was too high for me. At first, I don't know how to climb it all the way up. But when I was about to give up, I saw a small plastic chair. I used it to climb the counter beside it, and climb next, the medium sized refrigerator just below that cabinet. Then I opened the cabinet, to my surprise, no one was there. I don't know what got into me, that I went in the cabinet and checked AGAIN.I decided to go down already. BUT! I don't know how to! I tried, putting my leg out first, then my body. But it won't work because my legs can't reach any step or anything that I can use for going down. I also tried hugging the door of the cabinet and swing it. I just hugged it because, I knew that if I was going to swing the door, it will fall for I am heavier than the door :). That scared the s#!t out of me. I looked down, hoping that if I would jump, it won't hurt a bit. I tried screaming for help, yet no one came. I knew that because there's a party going downstairs. I had no other choice but to jump. While I was getting ready for my dangerous jump, I was becoming uneasy and shivering. I looked down again and calculated the distance. NO OTHER CHOICE! ONE...TWO...THREE...i took 4 deep breaths then...................................JUMP!!!!! I landed feet first. OUCH! I can feel my feet strain. I sat there. Motionless. I sat there for a couple of minutes rubbing my strained feet. It was painful, of course. "Ouch! Owww!" Because of the pain that I felt, I lay on the floor while staring at the ceiling. After a minute, i guess, my cousins came running to me, laughing. "What happened?" they asked. Their faces became serious when they saw me rubbing my feet. "We heard a loud bang earlier.What happened?" A cousin of mine asked. "I jumped off your cabinet." I replied, then I laughed. They helped me up. I tried to walk on my own but for my first try, I fell again on my butt. Now, the look on their faces are concerned and scared. "Are you okay?" one asked me again. "Sort of..." then I flinched. They helped me as I walk. I limped as they help me. They led me to the bedroom and let me sit on the bed. I took a rest and moments later, I regained my strength to walk on my own, though I'm still limping a bit. Another PAINFUL experience was... I was sewing something. And I need scissors badly. I ran out of the room, frantically searching for a scissor. I spotted a pink colored scissor, hanging over the edge of the table. With a swoop, I grabbed the scissors. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to grab it but instead, it fell. AND DID YOU KNOW WHERE IT LANDED?! Straight at my right foot. Blood oozing out from the cut. The scissors was erect on my foot. I was horrified. At first, I don't want to pull the damn thing out. But then, the blood, ah that hot red sticky liquid, is oozing out. Bravely, I pulled that scissors out, feeling the sharp blade pass through my skin. Then I treated the wound. Right now, that wound has left a mark. It scarred. Well..let me share to you a near-death experience. It happened during our overnight at Guimaras. I was riding a boat tied to a big rock. I was standing at the edge of the boat, with my right hand grasping at the big rock. I was shouting at my cousin to tell the kids to stop pulling the boat away, for I am going to go down first. They didn't hear. I decided to jump [again.ha ha ha!] overboard. With a sudden movement, the boat pulled away from the rock. I lost my balance and I almost hit my head on the big sharp rock. It was a miracle that, my reflexes were really fast at that time that I was able to hold at the rock and prevented my head from banging into that sharp rock. After a minute, I noticed that I wasn't breathing. I was holding it for a long time already. That was SCARY! If I had fallen, I would have hit the stones beneath me. I was stunned. I don't know why, but suddenly, I let out a scream. My heart beat faster, the world starts spinning. Luckily, I was able to go down the boat safely. And not to mention,half wet because of my sweat.GEEZ. Another experience, this happened while we are going towards the port. Together with my cousins, aunt and sister, we drove to the port with my parents and other family members and relatives trailing us at the back. We were riding a pick up car. A family friend was driving. We were like zooming past other cars. Then we were at the intersection. A fast coming truck was coming towards us. I know it! It has no intention of stopping or pulling the brakes. Neither do we. WHOA! We went past them and they stopped like 3 feet away from us. I was shocked! I was near the window. And I could see the gap. If they haven't stopped, our car would have been crushed! And we would have been..I don't want to say the word...

TrumTrum...

My silencing period was broken when a classmate made me laugh. He reminded me of the funny picture of another classmate on Facebook. From there, I began to be noisy. I tried to silence myself. Yeah it worked. For at least a couple of minutes...then I'm back to business.Quiet then noisy...quiet then noisy...Puff! I need to be quiet. ENGLISH class... My friend cried. After our first period, she told us the reason. Another friend of mine and I comforted her. We told her to let it all out. PE class.. Here goes dancing. Dancing and dancing and dancing. Then TLE class. OH NO! We copied so many notes! Actually my ink was drained. :D Then we started to sew an apron. I sat on the mechanical sewing machine and started step step step sewing.. LOL..<<---[what grammar was that?] After TLE class...LUNCH! then as usual we have our classes. But seriously, My mood and emotions kept on changing...ughhh...ohh..hahaha..huhuhu...err...

Me...a Psychologist??

Many of my friends would come up to me and share their emotions. Usually, I would just listen to them and talk...But then I noticed, many have been spilling their emotions to me... Then I would respond to them..like..like a psychologist. I find it weird. Why? It's because, I can help them sooth their pain but even my own pains, I can't straighten. But don't worry my beloved friends, I am here to listen to you. I am your friend. Or you can even call me your doctor if that's what you want.. HA HA HA!

A friend of mine and I had planned if we can take up psychology in college...Are we serious about that? To that friends of mine, my question is: "Are you sure?" Ha ha ha!

Missed it!

I know it! All of us are pissed! We are pissed but we're not blaming it on anyone. Why is it so hard for them to understand, that as a student, we need our voices to be heard.? We only want one thing. It's so simple and so easy as ABC and 123. We need to cheer! We need to cheer for our classmates! Isn't that easy..well all they need to do is allow us to go out even for just an hour. That will be enough. Now that event will soon be ending, and I! I haven't witnessed even one GAME! That's.....never mind.... Everything seems to be out of their orbits. Turning and scampering everywhere! This isn't the way it used to be. I missed those days...wherein I can still have everything on control, now, it's like I'm losing my grip. I don't want it to happen and everything will be a mess. I'm not a control freak, it's just that, I'm new to this. Our teacher was right. 15 is the DARKEST CROSSROAD. :(

To my Dearest!

Dearest Paper Mosaic,

Why are you complicated to puzzle.? Whenever a piece of that colored paper is about to be glued, my hand starts to shiver. The glue starts to become dry. Well, my penguin doesn't look like a cute little penguin anymore. It looked like a hypnotized walking penguin zombie. LOL. Oh how I wish I could accomplish you before tomorrow. You need to side with me. I can't do this all alone. I need your help and cooperation. So dear me, dear me,is exhausted with trembling hands. So paper mosaic, I beg you please. Let me glue you to my cute little penguin outline. I promise you, you'll like her. She's a jolly one and is always excited for Christmas. She may be small and chubby yet she's a nice one. Together with you,both of you can create a wonderful art. In your hands lies my grades.

Sincerely,

--*Ces*--

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Dearest Katsa,

Oh why you.? I almost forgot what you are made to do. You are a flour bag[i think]. Hmm...In our T.L.E class.? You...Oh well...don't worry, I'll be nice to you. I'll give you shape and I'll give you a makeover. In that way you'll be more presentable and in return you'll be of most help to me whenever we have our T.L.E class. So I hope together with your wide family, you can come to me tomorrow at 10:00 am-12:00 pm. Don't be late! Your friends, Needle, Thread and Scissors are waiting for you.

Sincerely,

--*Ces*--

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Dearest Projects,

Oh boy! You're such a funny one. Do you know how much I love you.? You gave me lesser time to sleep at night, because of you my eating time was cut short, I feel hurt whenever they gave you a low rating and I can't take it if they find something wrong about you. SO YOU BETTER COOPERATE WITH ME YOUNG MAN! You don't know what I'm capable of! I can just throw you away at the side or even ignore you. But you know I can't! And I also know I can't! And I hate it! I'm glued to you. My school life, partly depends on you.! I wish the next time they'll rate you, they'll give you a higher rating! I wish you'll cooperate with me...I'll do my best to be nicer to you. I'll make you better, I'll handle you with care.. ^_^.

Sincerely,

--*Ces*--

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Dearest Mastery and Periodical Exam,

Please by easy! Don't be hard. I'll answer you the best I can. I have been studying before answering you. You know that if I get a wrong answer, I'll freak! Well, no one is perfect after all. But you're making me worry all week. You always give me hard works. I'm doing my best! But make sure, you'll reward me by being HIGH! In that way your life will not be in danger. Or else, you'll end up in the trash or being cut helplessly. [Well I can't do that but maybe you'll end up at the side...IGNORED.]

Sincerely,

--*Ces*--

The all new STRASPBERRY CRUSH MIST

Who wants to buy a sanitizing cologne? It's entitled "STRASPBERRY CRUSH MIST". Actually it's an experiment made by me and my seat mate. We were just bored. So she took out her sanitizer, and applied some onto her hand. I remembered that I also got a sanitizer in my bag, so I took it out and an idea popped into my mind. I told her what if we mixed it. So we put an equal amount of our sanitizers on the paper and sprayed some cologne. Then...POOF! We had it. We were laughing because of the intriguing smell it resulted. Then we spotted one of our classmate sitting quietly. We had our wicked laugh and decided that he will be the tester. Suddenly, we placed the paper with our experiment in front of his nose. We told him to smell it. Without further explanations he followed our instructions. Then we saw that look. HA HA HA! The look of headache. Well that's a first. Since we have nothing to do, we let our other classmates smell it. Some said, it smells good, some said its OK, and some said it's too strong. Well we already have our future. A cologne business. :D [just kidding]. We let our imaginations run wild. Inside our heads we imagined we have our own flyers and our business is expanding. Well after all, SKY"S THE LIMIT. It is also free to dream. ^_^

Everything's crowding in my mind!

Everything seems to be inside my head. From projects to homeworks...From "nearing exams" to school activities. OH MY! Why does everything seems to be in a blur. I don't know where to start! It seems that, if I start here, I couldn't find a way to finish it and jump to the other work. Everything seems to be crowding inside my mind.Coming one after another and shouting inside my head like,"Start with me and finish me!" I just want to escape from these problems. I want to shout at the top of a hill, letting all my feelings and emotions out.. I just need it. And ASAP! These things are starting to overpower me. I can't feel myself anymore.I can't see nor feel the place the way I used to feel it. These things are like thick walls separating me from wonderful things that is surrounding me. It's draining all my energy. For a moment, I wanted to be a 3 year old kid again. Just happily playing and school-worry-free. Injured knees are also better than injured hearts.Piles of dirt above me are better than piles of school problems piled on me.But then being a teen is also a nice stage to experience. Fun and crazy friends and classmates are better to be with than talking to a Barbie doll yourself. After all, all things in life have advantages and disadvantages.<---oh!this can be one of my Philosophies in Life![wink.wink] 

My fun-filled and life changing retreat! part 2

Hi there! I'm back! With lots of stories with me...Okay so where did we left off.? Okay here it is. By the way!!! DON'T READ FURTHER IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE FIRST PART!THANKS!
Then we sat back down and the 3rd batch was called. So that classmate [who apologized to me earlier] is with that batch. So is my another best friend. As usual, I hugged all of my friends who are girls and a pat on the back to my friends who are boys. Then as I give my messages to them, the same feeling is on me. As i approached one of my classmate, I gave him a pat on his back and said,"Abi ko mahibi ka?"[I thought you are going to cry?] Then he replied,"Ga hibi na ko gani*sniff*"[I'm already crying*sniff*] Then I gave my message. I roamed around giving messages to them. Then The last batch was called. This feeling got hold of me until the activity was finished. Shivering voice and teary-eye. Then I went to a classmate. He was sitting quietly, so not him [because he's noisy in the room]. I slowly approached him, kneel behind him and said some words to him. Then I shook him while saying," Ah! Mahibi na na! Mahibi na na!" [Ah! You're going to cry, You're going to cry!] He replied, "Ah indi ku ya maghibi." [Ah no I'm not]...After I had gave my messages, I sat down beside my friends.
PS:many great things had happened during that time. I don't know how to say it all, but deep in my heart, I can never forget it. It was the time that I realized, that we must treasure every moment in our life and treasure the people that's around us. <3
I LOVE YOU GUYS! I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU...THANKS FOR THE LAUGHTERS AND MEMORIES...YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART...THANKS TO YOU...MOST ESPECIALLY THANKS TO THE ONE ABOVE. ^_^

My fun-filled and life changing retreat! part 1

What should write about...hmm..I know...about the retreat...Well it was held last November 11-12 2010 at Carmelite Center at Duenas Iloilo City.

Psh! Retreat. It will always have the activity of crying, of course. Well this was the first thing that came into my mind. But then I told myself, "It's going to be fun and life-changing"

~The Day Before the Retreat~

I was anxious on what I will feel on the retreat. I don't want to cry. After all, all those recollections that I have been always makes me cry. Psh! No not this time. Well then, the Year 3-Patience is already here. I want to know what I will find there and what they felt. But at the same time I want it to be a surprise. So when my friend and I got to talk to one of them, we just asked if the food was good. They said they were fully fed. I went home. Arranged my things with the help of my ever lovely and loving mother. I read a book and had a chat with my cousin. I think I got sleepy at around 11:00 pm or maybe even at midnight. Then I slept..

~The Day of the Retreat~

Ah! The awaited time has come. We are about to leave and have our 1st retreat. I got to school bringing a big bag. Letters in my hands, ready to give them to my beloved classmates and friends. My friends and classmates greeted me. I smiled at them. I put my bag down and started to roam the school, giving the letters to the addressed person. I also had received letters. I was touched. Oops! I think everyone got so excited that they started to crowd around the bus. Then one by one, they started to fill in the bus. My friends and I were also among the crowd. We entered and looked for a place to settle in. Then we sat at the back of the driver's seat. Then we are called down for we aren't supposed to enter the bus yet. All of us went down with big smiles across our faces, for we knew we made a mistake out of "excitedness". We stayed at the gym, prayed and were given some instructions. Then...Off we go!!! I waved goodbye to my mother. Then we are out! We are travelling towards the place wherein, it's going to be life-changing. In the bus, everyone was good. =)) LOL. Maybe just excited. After an hour and a sweet ride, we finally got to the venue. It was AMAZING!! It's just the place we need, to escape the busy city. Totally green grasses, with beautiful flowers around, cool trees, and cute quarters. We entered the pavilion, put down our baggages, surrendered out gadgets (well I really don't like this part.the surrendering thingy). Then we had an orientation. After that, a break was given to us. Then the sessions started. We had this game called "PAPARAZZI" it was so much fun. Asking for signatures of your classmates, was totally cool! Then followed by another activity to be written on a bond paper. Then we had lunch. During the break, we were given our rooms and our roommates. I get to be with an SSC student. She's friendly and nice but I'm just so shy to be with her so I switched places. And sadly, I ended up to the persons wherein,I can't relate to.Oh well after that,my friends and I roam the place. Together with IC and Kemberly, we looked for the dormitory. We went further and further until we found.............Nothing. We returned and we met some of our classmates and together, we looked for the dormitory. When we saw it, we were like..."That's so unfair! Why do the boys got to be together at one place? And their place is big!" Actually, my friends wanted to go in and check but unfortunately it was time to go back.

NIGHT TIME....

Our teachers let us have our rest and clean ourselves before going back for the night session. After that we went to the chapel to pray the rosary. While waiting for the gates to be opened, I noticed a little spider. Then a guy classmate of mine, sat down beside it, so I called his name, shed the light of the flashlight at the spider and looked at it. He turned to face it and.."AHHHH! {JUMP!}" hahaha. he was totally freaked out! And for that, I'm so sorry, I didn't know he was afraid of spiders. Of little harmless spiders. Then we went back to the pavilion. There we had a life-changing and fun-filled activity. So far that was my favorite part of the retreat. We were blindfolded and were given some instructions. I felt teary-eyed. I was with the first batch. AWW! The messages of my beloved classmates made my eyes shed a tear. After us, the 2nd batch were in! I approached first one of my best friend. While talking to her, I can feel my voice shaking and my eyes are teary. Then I transfered to another classmate and the same thing happened. While walking around I felt someone pulled me to the side. When I looked at the person, it was my classmate. He was apologizing. I don't know why he was doing it. He said he was sorry because he wasn't able to talk to me when I was at the first batch. And he said if only he was able to talk to me then he would have made me laugh and not cry. I just laughed. So brotherly. How I wish I had a brother like him.

Am I going to end it again?

So here I am again, ready to end it

Throw it all away and forget those shit!

I hate this happening!

To my pain and burden you are adding!

I thought you were someone new

All so real and oh so true!

Yet you're a demon in disguise

What you did took me by surprise!

I'm hanging now.Forgive and forget?

I don't think so...Not yet

Or should I say,Forgive him and forget him

Let's see.For now, everything is on dim

Last day of being 14

Today is October 21,2010.... This is going to be last the last "writing" i will be writing as a 14 year old teen. Tomorrow i'm going to be 15 and that's another chapter in my life. I have to make sure that i'll enjoy every moment of everyday.

SO SAD!!!

SO WEIRD!

SO UNCOMFORTED!

SO NEW....

In school (3rd year HS), I have...

I have my so called:

>hard-to-reach Father

>lovely and fun sisters

>awesome older sisters

>wacky and dorky brothers

>freakishly wild and fun tons of friends

>funky lola

>cool lolo

>Great teachers

>Gifted and amazing schoolmates!!

I have a crazy, fun, talented and gifted family in school!!

"Together we stand, divided we fall.. Together we climb to the top of the world."

"I'll be there for you when the rain starts to fall"

"I'll be there for you because you're there for me too!"

"Someday it's gonna make sense"

"As we go on... we remember all the times we, have together. And as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever..."

"I keep on thinking that it's NOT goodbye!"

"It's killing me to see you go after all this time..."

"And I can't breathe, without you but I have to..."

Could it be that fairy tales do exist?

Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, they wanted to see you or they want to tell you something...Well I don't know if this is really true. Well a friend of mine once told me that dreams are sometimes the continuation of what we are thinking before we sleep....

You had been lost for so long

And this feeling I've got is so wrong.

You make me twist and turn

Which makes me look so stubborn.

I hate the way you make me feel

Sometimes it felt so unreal.

Your eyes... your smile

It makes me feel immobile.

The way you smile and the way you move

Your worth to me, you had proved

Finally! You appeared after a long wait

Gosh! It's like we're playing with fate!

Move it! Close your eyes and that smile...Zip it!

You caught me off guard every time, I admit.

So stop it and move over there

Sit back and give me some time to be more aware!

Tell me you're going to sit and stay

And remember me on my special day.

Oh! How stupid am I?

I think, you only consider me as a sister, Mr. Guy!

My hopes and insanities combined

Resulted into a feeling which is somewhat blind.

How could I ever clearly define this?

This is an infatuation I need to dismiss.

Someday, it's going to make sense to me

That someday, somehow, the truth I will see

I will find out and unravel this mystery

To be contented and to be happy.

Could it be that fairy tales do exist? Is there a happy ever after? Is there a prince charming who will rescue you from your pain and sadness? Is there really a knight and shining armor who will protect you with all his life? And is there a Prince Eric, like what Ariel in the movie Little Mermaid has,who will love you with all his heart and accept you whoever and whatever you are?

I hope there is...

Thanks!

Gifted with mysterious eyes and cunning smile

Your swift movements leave me breathless for a while

The learnings you taught me are very helpful

That's why to you I wanna say I'm grateful

I know that my friends had already met you

And they also have the same thoughts as I do

Because of you, I won that enjoying sport

Thanks to you and your everlasting support.

Poem for the Temperance people

Noisy and naughty we may seem

But we have big goals and big dreams

Totally different from each other

Yet we enjoy one another's company under the guidance of our so-called "mother"

One, two, three, four, five

The song composition we have survived

Six, seven, eight, nine, ten

We may fall but here we go again

Eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen

Despicable yet sweet teens

Sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty

If you're looking for fun, we have plenty

We stick together as one

Laugh it all off and have some fun

With our dear adviser and her guidance

We are one section called the Year 3-Temperance

Original composition by: "truly yours" :P

Inspired or expired?

He can see that she's in despair

Her burden he wish she could bear

Eye to eye they looked at each other

Expressions in her eyes are bitter.

Oh! How he wish he could embrace her

But it seemed he was never her heart's captor.

"Shift from your daydream, young man"

He exclaimed while turning to that young woman.

She caught a glimpse of him,

She smiled, a smile which was so dim

Stunned by a simple smile

It made his day living for a worthwhile

Out of impulse, he began to walk towards her direction

He looked at her but she was looking at the ground with no motion

"This is your chance, grab it already!"

He scolded himself, while feeling a bit crappy

She stood motionless with her hair covering her face

Halfway there! Suddenly she was pulled near the staircase

Her friends spoiled his chance

Stared at her hoping she would take a glance

The bell rang, it's time for class again

Disappointed and frustrated, he hopes her smile will take away the pain.

Silently she walked towards her line

While holding a paper with an outline.

The teacher is late, so they have to wait

She looks so peaceful,when suddenly she palpitate.

In a click she was down

Her body already had a breakdown

She was rushed to the hospital

As he began to tremble

After class he rushed to her rescue

Where he knew she can't reach 18 and have her debut

The girl is sick, he was devastated

Especially that he knew that 2 days from now the girls life will be ended

He can't sleep for a day

He just wants to be beside her before she goes away.

Oh! How fast! It's morning already

The next day is the "due date" of his beloved lady

He sat beside her and wept

The cruel truth he can't accept

A miracle! She opened her eyes and whispered his name

Oh how glad and joyful he became!

"Now! Say it now! Say that you love her, you stupid!"

"I'm so glad you came" she worded

They looked at each other and weep

Spent the time together until the night was deep

It was nearly 12:00 in the evening

And her breath was slowly fading

She bid goodbye to her loved ones and him

As he wailed and sobbed and screamed

She smiled and thank him and gave a letter

And whined in pain as if her heart was stabbed by a dagger

She cried and yelled for the pain is unbearable

Suddenly her body started to tremble

After 5 seconds her body relaxed and she smiled

As she closed her eyes and prayed for her time is already expired.

Roller coaster ride on a Monday

This Monday, I really felt the roller coaster ride of life. I was feeling a little bit stressed and worn out from the time I woke up. At school many nerve-racking happenings took place. I felt the world spun. Okay let me narrate what had happened before anything else.

This morning, we had our flag ceremony. In the line I was already feeling wishy-washy. After our flag ceremony, we had some presentation from our Korean friends. The Korean kids look so adorable especially Woody. [I can still remember the last time my friends and I saw Woody. He was feeling sleepy and his eyes were opening and closing.We laughed at him. What we didn't know is that he's good in taekwondo.] Okay back to the presentation. In dancing and speaking terms John is excellent in that field. He looks adorable too especially when he dance. Even the Korean girls looks adorable when they dance even though their steps are very minimal. Aww...those kids are worthy of those pinches on their face. They look like miniature dolls. After the presentation we went back to our classrooms to have our lessons, of course. Here comes pressure! Science investigatory project is really making me feel pressured. Oh well that's high school.When we had our Chemistry class, we were discussing about the atomic models when our teacher asked one of my classmate what does Thomson call his atomic model and he answered "bread and raisin" we were laughing at him for he was like the joker of the class. We proceeded while some of my classmates were still kidding about the atomic models. They said that the one that looked like the solar system were like spaghetti and meatballs. Laughter echoed inside the room... ONE HOUR is OVER! GEOMETRY is our next subject...I was quiet while we were having our lesson because I was feeling sick. We were tackling about triangles. When we tackled about ACUTE TRIANGLES one of my classmates shouted my name. I guess they're referring to me as CUTE (funny!char!) I had no choice but to ride with their jokes. Good thing was, I can control myself and my temper (yeah sometimes hahaha!) AN HOUR TOOK PLACE ALREADY. Time for our ENGLISH class. My aching head was aggravated when we were asked to think deeply about the poem: Shall I compare thee to a Summer's day by John Milton. But I admit, it was fun. After ENGLISH class was our C.L.E class. Our teacher got mad at us. Then we discussed.

LUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yummy! ^_^

As an individual person, we have our choice to do what we want. I can't manage to do things like they do but I can do extraordinary things that only I can do.

Time for our SOCIAL STUDIES class! We discussed about Rome and Romans. AGAIN! My name was mentioned by one of my classmates again. Just because of a word whose sound is close to my last name doesn't mean that they have to mention my name loudly! Am I really that perceptible? Oh well. ^_^ After an hour...It's time to get physical! P.E is the subject. I thought it was time for tournament but I will be playing next meeting pa pala. Whoo that was fun!!! Then recess came..I felt worst. But it's not so obvious. Argh! I hate this feeling wherein you feel so conscious, the world is spinning right in front of you, people talking to you in a manner that is sort of offensive. I hope tomorrow is going to be a better one. Then FILIPINO was our last subject. Oh well here we go again. My attention was called again by a classmate. Every time they call me I always felt shocked or startled. Then dismissal came. Finally! I can take a rest and clear my mind. How I wish there's a mind cleaner and a mind vacuum cleaner as well. These are all for now. Whew! Puff! remember: always wear a smile in anywhere you go!

Friendship lasts...^_^

We have been through good and bad times

While singing some songs and uttering rhymes.

Our choices may differ from one another

We may fight with each other but end it off with a laughter.

Noisy and childish we may be

But we are true people as you can see

One, two, three, four, five,

Rough times, together we have survived

Six, seven, eight, nine and ten

We may fall, but here we go again!

You think we're easy to defeat,

But you're the one we have to beat.

Angelic if your'e nice to us

Devilish if hatred is what you express.

We are not perfect, like you are

Still, we can shine like the stars

Friendship is what we treasure

We will keep it in our hearts forever.

We hope you'll meet us one day

So that we'll know what you've got to say.

Despicable me here! (part 2)

Maybe you had read already the part 1...if not, go back and read it. ^_^

School really is a place for...learning and socializing. Back when I was in my elementary years, some happenings were memorable for some of my friends. Especially my skillful friend whom I was able to be with since [3rd grade]?? Yeah just this afternoon of September 09,2010 she reminisced the scenes and memories of ours, together with bumblebee. I just kept quiet. I admit those memories were fun! Those were the days...

When I was transfered to the seat right in front, I was a little bit annoyed. When I learned that my skillful friend was just one seat away from me, I embraced the fact. At first I was puzzled, because there were 3 seats. I was at the right edge, then the middle chair, then my skillful friend at the left edge. The middle chair was empty. We were waiting for someone to be assigned to that seat. I waited quietly..............................................................Oh my gosh!!! That was unexpected! The person who will be sitting in that empty chair is going to be "BUMBLEBEE". I was surprised because I am always shy whenever a guy is supposed to be my partner,pair or even a seat mate! [this is already a past.now i'm more comfortable with guys]. First few days I was quiet so was he and my friend. Then one day he asked, "may gunting ka?" I nodded. That was the start of a friendly conversation. Days and weeks have passed, the three of us, were "like" friends already. Then bumblebee is starting to annoy me! Oh well, i'm annoying him too but he's OVER2x! One time I was soo full of those annoying things I decided not to talk to him. Still he kept on doing it.. But I was persistent.Knowing that I was already serious he stopped and asked for forgiveness. I still kept on ignoring him. The next thing I knew he was already pleading. I was laughing after I saw how he pleaded. I have never met or encountered any guy who would follow you anywhere while asking for forgiveness. That was really weird.

Actually that annoyance was started by my SKILLFUL friend! She revealed one of my most embarrassing secrets to bumblebee. Oh well! That was embarrassing and sad.

Right now I'm enjoying my 3rd year in high school as much as I want! ^_^

Despicable me here! (part 1)

Days have gone by and I had noticed that I had been quite noisy and naughty. It was really weird since I had been well-behaved the day I stepped into the grounds of my alma matter. Oh well! It's high school after all.! It's the time for teenagers to do things their way. I can still remember how quiet was I when I first stepped into the high school level. I was really quiet in one corner and I am participating actively in the classroom. And that day came!!! I was transferred to a seat within the clamorous people. At first, I really felt awkward sitting with them. And I was a little bit "out of place" since I was new to that setting. After 2 or 3 days, I think, I began to open up with them and started to adapt too. I was already laughing with them and joking. Even though I was starting to be noisy, I still never missed to be quiet and disciplined. It was really fun! At first I thought it would be just another burden to me...but I was wrong. It was a great experience. There I became comfortable to show who I really am, and became close to my guy classmates. The next year...I was already in my 2nd year in High school. It was the time wherein I became naughtier! Actually this was the year where I actually got reprimanded by a teacher. Oh well, I really don't care. Not that I don't care, it's just that it doesn't matter to me anymore. On my 2nd year in high school, this was where I learned that my classmates are not what they appear to be. (In the past years that I haven't known them pretty well, I thought the "populars" are all snobbish) I became more confident and more outgoing. Not to mention I became more naughty!! I love that "i'm a high school" feeling. Now I'm already a junior more fun memories are expected...! Well there's this crush thingy which all high school students are talking about... My friends and I are involved too...*laughs*

Actually...one of my friend is somewhat crazy about this young boy with a killer smile.

Another friend of mine is in love with...the skate board?or the guy who plays the skate board?

My two other friends...hmmm..waiting...downloading...searching...not found...try again....

Me...oh well he is someone who appears to be an angel but I think I don't have the whole story yet...

Whenever I remember this scene I'm trying to think harder to remember what "rookie-cola" had said...I was in 1st year high school.

"I was sitting quietly in class, listening to the teacher and taking down notes. Suddenly all the people beside me went to the back some in front. While I stayed where I was glued to the chair half listening. Suddenly rookie-cola who was sitting at my left side, moved to sit at my right side. I was quite annoyed, for he blocked my view from the board for quite a while. When he was already able to sit, I looked at him and nodded to myself. I was a little bored already. Suddenly! rookie-cola turned to face me and started to talk. I admit I was sort of kinda like half asleep when he talked to me. The words that I remembered from him was 'Kalantaw ka sang ___?" Then he started to talk. Not talk, I meant he started to narrate a story already!!! I remembered, he laughed and I laughed. But the main reason [i think] that I laughed was WALA KO MAY NA DUMDUMAN SA GIN ISTORYA YA!! kalain ah! The story was funny (funny because of some words he uttered.) Oh well until now I am still trying to figure and remember the story...I don't know why but in my mind, "anime" was the topic...But I am sure! That it's not about anime! It's about a movie! I guess.. (lingin ulo mu basa ay?)

The Temperance Song Composition!

Ang buhay kung minsa'y sadyang malupit

Problema't pagsubok ay kay sakit.

Mga umaga'y minsa'y nandidilim,

Kailan pa kaya matatapos ang lagim?

Ngunit ang lahat ng ito'y mapapawi

Kung lahat ay magkakaisa!

Chorus:(*)

Kabataan maghawak kamay!

Madre Candida ating kaalalay

Lahat tayo'y magtulungan

Magkaisa para sa'ting bayan!

Ang mundong ito'y talagang magulo,

Batuhan,awayan at mga pagtatalo

Ngunit wag nating limuting maging kapatid sa'ting kapwa(*)

Bridge:

Magsama-sama,magmahalan,magpatawad magbigayan

Kapit bisig tayo patungo sa kinabukasan!

Kabataan maghawak kamay

Madre Candida ating kaalalay

Lahat tayo'y magtulungan

Magkaisa para sa'ting bayan!

Walang maiiwan,walang mauuna

magsabay-sabay walang mag-iisa

Kabataan maghawak kamay

Madre Candida ating kaalalay!

What the..?!?

So it's true! You can't live a day with all smiles! Something or someone has to ruin it! and I HATE it!

I was so happy and calm earlier. But suddenly my almost perfect day was destroyed by someone... Many questions are in my mind right now. Like... Do I hate her? No is the answer..Do I despise her? Still, no is the answer. I just don't like how she acts..I just don't like people who are good to you when you are facing them but when you turn back from them they keep on backstabbing you. In short..A great pretender..I'm not against her...I thought at first she was a person who is going to guide you but it turns out that I still don't know the rest of her whole being. At first I thought she was just influenced by "them". But I don't know the whole truth. This is crazy! My blood is boiling and I don't know why! I hate it! This is stupid. Why would I waste my time thinking about what others think of me. Ridiculous. AND FYI! she's waaaayyy older than me...she's not there nor here...

Fun!

He was standing right there...pulling the gate to close it. I felt my hands tremble and my head spun when I saw what he was holding...On his hand was a thing made of solid steel and carbon fiber that is capable of smashing and killing! I was staring at him, half frozen. The next thing I knew, is that he was looking and smiling at me while walking towards me. Then I felt my sister nudge me. I smiled at him while tightening my grip to the thing i was holding which is exactly similar to his. Finally he stopped in front of me,smiling. I took a deep breath and looked at him as if I'm not nervous. Then he asked politely if we could play a friendly game of sport. I nodded. I softly hit the thing made of feathers with my solid steel thing in my hand. He was good at catching it and passing it back to me. We are playing quietly, no words, no sound. But that stillness was broken when finally he spoke."When is your class starting?". I answered,"June 15" then I kept quiet. I was shy. In the middle of the game, we stopped when we notice what had happened to the shuttle cock. It's broken. After 2-3 rounds, he told me that he was already tired. I said,"Ok" then he smiled and said," Let's play again tomorrow.!"I smiled at him.Then he turned around and left, swaying the racket on his hands while whistling.

Moving On...

This summer 2010 is not that happy and exciting for me. I am saying that i am not that happy because my beloved Tita Remedios Dable died. Everyone in the family was shocked at what had happened even my aunt's friends and relatives were shocked at the sudden happening... :(

But then I am partly happy this summer 2010 because I met somebody who made me happy. The best way to describe my feelings is the lyrics of the song STAY MY BABY: summer love isn't meant to be and it's only a fantasy.*blush*

4.3 earthquake in iloilo at 10:48 p.m April 30,2010

This was the second time i experienced an earthquake that can really be felt. My cousin and I were watching tv when the earthquake hit. I thought it was just me because my head is aching. But then when I looked at my cousin she looked back with a surprised look on her face. I don't know why but we both ran to my mom's room. (we can't get out our house because the gate wasalready locked by a pad lock.) My mom told us to keep quiet and pray. After the earthquake my cousin and I proceed to our room. Our cellphones were beeping one after the other, with the topic "earthquake". Then we felt our heads aching. My cousin and I prayed again for the safety of everyone. After that I already felt sleepy while my cousin was so worried that she said she can't sleep. We called her parents and they said we should have went out of our house but we said we can't. Then I turned off the lights and we went to sleep. Thank God that my family and relatives were safe. And everyone was also safe.

Remember:
You should pray always. Prayer is the best weapon you have. ^_^

Scary!!

Let me tell you a short story that happened yesterday and today...
Yesterday after we played badminton outside our house, my cousin, sister,helper and I went in. And we did our own personal necessities. I opened my computer, while my cousin and sister watched TV and our helper was about to cook our food. Before she completely went in the kitchen, she stayed with us in the living room for a little chat. When she suddenly turned her head to the right side. I looked at her and she looked at me. I could see in her eyes the feeling of shock and wonder. She told me that she saw a white figure go to our restroom. I felt my hairs were standing. Then the next day, I woke up and went to the restroom and wash my face. I didn't really closed the door because i was kinda freaked out because of what happened yesterday. When I turned around to face the door and open it, I saw a white figure go in the room just next our restroom. I thought it was our helper because like me she is also awake. I went in and found nobody was there. I just shrugged and left the room and went out our house to take some fresh air and relax.. KIND OF FREAKY..!

I can't help "nananananana" ^__^

Something happened so unexpectedly.! It just zapped out of nowhere! I guess that's how it is!♥...

You're the reason why...And I can't help but notice..You look at me, I look at you..and I don't know what to do.. ??

Full of fun NightOut at Smallville

Hello..I just wanna share our fun moments at Smallville for the afterparty of the graduation of my cousin. We ate and had sing-along at Club 21 and a blooper popped up. A friend of ours and our helper were going down the stairs when our friend tripped..tripping also our helper down the stairs.The good thing is they didn't finish rolling down the full staircase. Then we sing-along with our family and stroll around the streets of Smallville..hahaha.. ^_^

Whoa! This is awesome!!

Whoa!! I can't believe what I had just discovered!!!!! Erich Gonzales and Im Yoona of SNSD kinda looked alike!!

*just giving my opinion.. >_<*

Quote of the day! (:

Good day! I just wanna share this quote to you.. :)

(i got bored so i decided to share this one..haha)

Summer Time! 1st day!!!

Hey ya'll it's summer time!!! its the first day...well after school we went to Breakthrough and ate dinner there....guess what?! I saw "momoy" there...now that the school year has ended, my sophomore year had ended and my junior years will be starting..oh no!! well what can I say...he's gone..(char!)and him too..(choks!) :( hay... a friend of mine is transferring school. huhuhu..i'll surely miss her and the moments that we have shared..!! Teecee always to you my friend & to the "both of you".. :D

it is fading

Now that it is time for you to go, I will no longer get hold of you. I have realized that you're not the one for me. I'll put you out and let you be. I don't care what you'll do, my feelings is fading for you. Go now and don't you care look back, because you may cause me shock. Go now and turn away, I don't care in what you'll say. I'm feeling like I don't like you anymore...And maybe one day I'll be sure... :(

Getting Tired

Haiii! I'm SUPER UBER TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL soooo tired...I'm studying for our finals which will be on March 16-17 2010..Wish Me Luck Guyz! This will be my last exams as a Sophomore in our school..next year I'll be a Junior which will be facing the same school problems as I am having always since i went to school..hahaha.. :D. But I love enjoying every moment left...because of someone... :D Cheese up!

memorable

This school year was a memorable one for me...I have many first times here... :) One of it was...I was able to tell many of my friends about my crush in school...Second, I was able to be friends and connect with all my friends and classmates very close(not like before that I was so mysterious). Third I have known so many secrets and I have known my friends much better now...

"YOU THERE..."

With his sparkling eyes

and unusual smiles,

he walks around the school

with his friends acting like a fool.

He goofs around

and makes some sound.

I don't know why I stare

And caught me offguard everywhere.

One day as I sit, I notice someone staring at no one.

He wakes up from his day dream

And turned around & smiled at what he had seen.

I looked at where he was looking & found out he is

looking at nothing.

I laughed at his action

and I lost my attention.

Once I was with my friends

Laughing & talking about new trends.

I saw him went down

On his face was a frown.

I wonder why he's like that

I looked at him & felt unfortunate

Earlier, I saw him eating

And he looks like a kid munching

But I know, no matter what I do...

He can't be mine & we'll never be together again

Because the time is approaching...

He's leaving soon... :(