Saturday, January 29, 2011

FIRST TIME!♥ :D

This is so funny. It was the first time that I rode a jeepney all alone to go home. That was a first. Crossing the street was a little hassle but I made it though. HAHAHA. This is amazing. Now I feel that little by little, some little pieces of my puzzle is found. :) 

It was only a "one ride jeepney". I only need to ride a VILLA JEEP. While crossing the street, it was like "oh my, shit!" when I rode the Jeepney, I felt relieved. When I arrived in front of our subdivision, I was like "Yay Me!" HA HA HA! Then I walked until I reached our house. 

And then...

People would ask if it was for real that I was able to go home ALL ALONE. Why wouldn't they believe me? It's not that impossible. ;) For a petite girl like me, oh well, you think things would be impossible for me. But that's not what I have in mind. I can make some impossible to...POSSIBLE! ♥ :P :D

Thursday, January 27, 2011

P.E Injury

Oh great. I'm injured. My left hand twisted while I was about to do my second cartwheel...Now my arm is in pain. But it's tolerable. So here's what had happened.

I am always the first one to try the gymnastics for I am the first person in line. My first cartwheel turned out to be great! But then my second cartwheel? NOT SO GOOD. I was standing in front of the "foam-bed" ready to have my second one. As I put my hands down and throw my body up, my foot that I used to push my body, slipped along with the foam. Sadly, the happening was too fast. I wasn't able to regain my balance and I slipped, leaving my left hand grounded for balance and my right hand swung up as an initial reaction of shock or adrenaline rush. Then I was able to feel my left arm twist and I made a face. I stood up to soothe my arm. I tried rubbing it and shaking it a little. I even tried to stop moving and tell my mind not to think about the pain. It didn't work. Our teacher told me to try again. I was telling myself I can do it. But my hand would not respond positively. The pain is there. I told my teacher that my arm hurts and I'll try again later. He asked me if I'm okay and I nodded. he told me to shake my arm. I nodded again and went to the side. A classmate of mine asked me what's wrong. I told him that my arm hurts. He thought it was my hand which hurts so he gave me advice on how to soothe it. I told him again that it was my arm not my hand which hurts. He just smiled and said  "oh" as he made that rubbing gesture again and returned to the other classmate of ours to talk. Then I was set again. I tried again. As I start my cartwheel again,my blood started to pound and my heart beat raced. Finally I was able to do my second cartwheel. It's not GOOD. It has flaws. And the pain in my left arm was back. And that's when I concluded. I'm injured. But I can do this. It will heal. As they say, "no pain...no game"


As for now, the pain is a little bit gone. But then I feel nervous now. Damn. That flaw in my second cartwheel did a damage to me. It made me feel nervous. But I can do it. I'm not giving up. Tsk. This stupid injury must stop or else...or else...I don't know. It better be gone. ;)

Friday, January 14, 2011

Figure it Out!

So silent and so serene...suddenly!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!NOOOOOOOOOOOO!! Screams and protests were heard from me. I then noticed my vision got blurry. My eyes were full of tears already, and they began to fall down through my cheeks. I wiped them off and whined. Suddenly my clenched fist were already hitting the pillows, getting stronger and stronger with every punch. I screamed again. This time accompanied by my wild actions. My eyes would flare up with anger, sadness, love and I DON"T KNOW!! MIXED EMOTIONS!!

You know why? It was because of the book that I was reading! Shadow Kiss by Richelle Mead! BTW I'm done reading with SHADOW KISS!♥

I got hooked to the book. It was like being one of the characters! I can't explain how that book made me felt. It would just caught me by surprise. At first it would start of calmly but by the middle of the story, I became more unsteady. It is just weird how this book [and it's other series] can get through my head and make its mark. 

Recently, I've been sewing things up. The weird events that is similar to the book. The trainings they had, the Church, some words similar to the book and how it makes sense. Well, it may be just that I'm so hooked to the book. HA HA HA! That it made me think things happening in it were occurring in the real world too.

Nah! Vampires don't exist. It's all in the mind. Those Moroi, Dhampir, Guardians and Strigoi are all just fictional characters. They exist in the book and the imagination of the reader. Tsk. How would life be if ever they were...AHA! Wait! I don't want to waste my time erasing my past words. But in the book, some of them live with humans. Some humans even help Strigois. Oh well. It's a Fiction book. Anything could happen. :D

[I'm back to the real world!] Wait! What did just happen?! My sister was watching Fairly Odd Parents when Timmy said, "I wish we were back to the real world." TO THE REAL WORLD! Those were the words that I had just typed seconds before  he said it. I swear it was all weird!! (look at the phrase with [ ] ) It made me shudder. 

I would stop talking now and do other stuffs before things get weirder. Bye...For now. :)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Strikingly Unforgettable

I'm Done! I did it! I actually finished FROSTBITE in just two days! I can't believe it! Is it just me or the book was really interesting that I can't resist a day without reading it? Well I guess it was both. Now I'm Superb excited for SHADOW KISS. I tell you, this is a VAMPIRE NOVEL that won't let you put down the book. [Yeah this is true for me.I don't know about you.We have different tastes in books after all.] All jiggly and bubbly I became. Man! This book together with the first is stuck in my head, and I'm pretty pretty sure that the other 4 books will too! ♥


Oh what the heck is going on?! I'm not mad! I'm surprised! Surprised that I got dragged along into another freaking mistake. I'm not into leader thingy and follower thingy. All I want is my thoughts and voice to be heard if it's needed. I know I'm not that feeling well earlier and it got worst when I got appointed as the so called "leader" of this group. I don't despise the group. It's just that I was not fitted into being a LEADER. I'm not like my other friends who can take it. I know I can do it but...no. I can't. I don't know why. But I know Deep back...the farthest in my head, I can. It's just that. It won't come out of me. I am so not fitted for that work. I don't know what or who can trigger it and when. [sigh] I can do other stuff, JUST! don't put me in any leader stuff. I am not angry or mad at anyone. I want to clear that out. I just want to say, I'm not that a leader. nor a follower. I'm me. Who will express herself in any way she wants and when she wants. :D

Well yeah I can be a follower but...forget it. I can't even understand it. I'm a follower but not an obsessed follower..AHAHAHHA! If you know what I mean.. ;)

Monday, January 10, 2011

Stretch and Roll!

During our P.E class we had done some stretching and rolling! We are currently focused on Gymnastics. While doing the warms ups, I can't help but remember the events that happened to the book that I am reading. The Dhampirs, Novices in particular, are being trained to become the best Guardians to the Morois. Like us, they are being trained at school, both mentally and physically.Do some stretching. But unlike them, we are not Dhamphirs. A half human half Vampire. We are not as fast as them and we can't use weapon inside the School Campus. But how does it feel being one of them. Oh! That would be great yet dangerous. Here I am again, talking about Vamps who doesn't EXIST! Oh well. Back to what happened at class, Our group was the first one called to go up stage and do the forward-roll I was in the front line so I was the first one to encounter that forward-roll. As I step into the mats, I was very anxious on how my roll would turn out. First position, then second, then bend then roll! Phew! What a roll. I thought it was one of those reckless rolls I had done. But not this one, I think. I heard my teacher told me that my forward-roll was very good. And I was contented with what I did.Oops! Not yet! What is this? Am I craving for more gymnastic moves? No. I can't even pull one trick involving bending, jumping and rolling without hurting even a bit of myself. Now! Let's do this! I can survive this one. With the help of some inspirations around me.! Good Luck!

And by the way...

I'm on the second book of Vampire Academy. F R O S T B I T E!!! OH-EM-GEE! It gets better every time! Thanks to a friend who lend me her books! :D  All that I'm worried about[about the series only] is how can I find a copy of the LAST BOOK! The LAST SACRIFICE! I can't stop right then without reading it!! :O :D ^_^

Oh well! Buh-Bye for now! ♥ ♥ ♥ :[

Saturday, January 8, 2011

What to do?

I'm noticing something as days passes by. And do you know what that is? It's that... F A C E B O O K gets boring for me every time I open it. It is the same old routine. Check the notifications, comment on photos, upload photos, chat with friends, read others status, play some games. For me the only thing that helps me, I think is the chat. For me, T W I T T E R is F.U.N now. I don't know what to do! I want to do something new and fun and adventurous with someone who shares the same feeling. All I want to do, is escape reality even just for a short while. There are some reasons why, I want to escape reality even just for a moment.And considering now, I'm fond of reading...reading Vampire Books...What to do..what to do..? Well let me see, I had read, TWILIGHT, NEW MOON, ECLIPSE and BREAKING DAWN, all by Stephanie Meyer...I also had read VAMPIRE ACADEMY [and loved it] by Richelle Mead and I like watching Vampire Diaries and Imortal [a Filipino TV show, shown on ABS-CBN]...

Now this is something new...something new to start with the new year 2011! ^_^

Friday, January 7, 2011

VAMPIRE ACADEMY!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! This book is just amazing!! It speaks about real friendship and love! I know that this is a series and I can't wait till I get hold of the second one!! OMG! I just can't stop screaming as I read the summary online! [spoiler alert]. All I can do now is shriek and scream as I imagined in my head the summary! AHHHH!! I never expected that a book can make me scream like this! Scream out of excitement! I'm feeling all jittery and bubbly as I wait for Monday to come and borrow the second book from a friend of mine. I can't WAIT....

the question is...

Why am I so hooked up on Vampires? Why do I need to keep on reading, it's like I can't put down the book. If I ever put it down, a single glimpse of it makes me want to pick it up again and read, and read, and read. Emotions are pouring out! Love, sadness, joy, grief, loss and EVERYTHING! Why does it have to occur in me? Do all Vampire Books do this? Not as far as I know. Stephanie Meyer's Twilight Saga's are great too but the only emotion I felt was love and joy and loss. In the Vampire Diaries, I also felt love, sadness and happiness. This is so weird. Vampire Books on my hands? Definitely weird. And what is weirder is that, in school when I feel that the person I am holding is very chubby or cuddly, I tend to bite them. Somewhat kind of impulse. HA HA HA. Of course I'm not a Vampire. But what if they really do exist? That would be awesome yet dangerous. Given only two options, to be a mortal princess or a vampire, I would choose, I think, being a vampire. How would that feel if you were immortal, how would that feel if you can smell blood even from miles away! And run as fast as the wind and acquire some magic or powers! But then I don't like the killing part. That you need to hunt human to survive. Drinking human blood. [eww!]

oh well this is all for now about the VAMPIRES...for now. :]