These songs are amazing! :D

THE SHOW by: LENKA

TROUBLE IS A FRIEND by: LENKA

LIKE A SONG by: LENKA

SOMETHIN' BOUT LOVE by: David Archuleta

GOD GAVE MY YOU by: Bryan White

IT STOPS TODAY by: Colbie Caillat

I miss you like crazy!

I miss those times wherein there is only the two of us. We are together so happy and carefree. I can still remember the jealous looks on the face of the people whom we meet. We roam around the plaza meeting other people. I miss those times wherein you would carry me. Now...I haven't seen you and be with you for like...years.I hope I could see you again. Be with you while we stroll around. You make me smile my dear. I hope I could hold your hand again. You know what? I miss you like crazy. I miss you my dear friend, my dear BICYCLE. :P ^_^

These pains I had tolerated, and I almost died!

I have handled many pains. The pains that I am talking about are physical pains. I have also experienced near-death experiences. I have fallen off a 7 feet[i think, but it's more than 6 feet] cabinet. It was my choice to jump. I surely knew how to get to the top of that cabinet, but I didn't know how to go down. All was a blur that time. We were playing hide and seek and I was the "IT". I entered the room of my cousin. When you open the door, you are greeted by her bed then when you turn to the right, there's a big door leading to another room. I entered that room and I was greeted by a giant closet. Helplessly, I pulled the big doors of the closet. But it won't budge. So I proceeded. I went straight ahead when I saw the cabinet[the one I was talking about me, jumping from it] it is big and its door is slightly ajar, so I thought someone was hiding in it. It was too high for me. At first, I don't know how to climb it all the way up. But when I was about to give up, I saw a small plastic chair. I used it to climb the counter beside it, and climb next, the medium sized refrigerator just below that cabinet. Then I opened the cabinet, to my surprise, no one was there. I don't know what got into me, that I went in the cabinet and checked AGAIN.I decided to go down already. BUT! I don't know how to! I tried, putting my leg out first, then my body. But it won't work because my legs can't reach any step or anything that I can use for going down. I also tried hugging the door of the cabinet and swing it. I just hugged it because, I knew that if I was going to swing the door, it will fall for I am heavier than the door :). That scared the s#!t out of me. I looked down, hoping that if I would jump, it won't hurt a bit. I tried screaming for help, yet no one came. I knew that because there's a party going downstairs. I had no other choice but to jump. While I was getting ready for my dangerous jump, I was becoming uneasy and shivering. I looked down again and calculated the distance. NO OTHER CHOICE! ONE...TWO...THREE...i took 4 deep breaths then...................................JUMP!!!!! I landed feet first. OUCH! I can feel my feet strain. I sat there. Motionless. I sat there for a couple of minutes rubbing my strained feet. It was painful, of course. "Ouch! Owww!" Because of the pain that I felt, I lay on the floor while staring at the ceiling. After a minute, i guess, my cousins came running to me, laughing. "What happened?" they asked. Their faces became serious when they saw me rubbing my feet. "We heard a loud bang earlier.What happened?" A cousin of mine asked. "I jumped off your cabinet." I replied, then I laughed. They helped me up. I tried to walk on my own but for my first try, I fell again on my butt. Now, the look on their faces are concerned and scared. "Are you okay?" one asked me again. "Sort of..." then I flinched. They helped me as I walk. I limped as they help me. They led me to the bedroom and let me sit on the bed. I took a rest and moments later, I regained my strength to walk on my own, though I'm still limping a bit. Another PAINFUL experience was... I was sewing something. And I need scissors badly. I ran out of the room, frantically searching for a scissor. I spotted a pink colored scissor, hanging over the edge of the table. With a swoop, I grabbed the scissors. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to grab it but instead, it fell. AND DID YOU KNOW WHERE IT LANDED?! Straight at my right foot. Blood oozing out from the cut. The scissors was erect on my foot. I was horrified. At first, I don't want to pull the damn thing out. But then, the blood, ah that hot red sticky liquid, is oozing out. Bravely, I pulled that scissors out, feeling the sharp blade pass through my skin. Then I treated the wound. Right now, that wound has left a mark. It scarred. Well..let me share to you a near-death experience. It happened during our overnight at Guimaras. I was riding a boat tied to a big rock. I was standing at the edge of the boat, with my right hand grasping at the big rock. I was shouting at my cousin to tell the kids to stop pulling the boat away, for I am going to go down first. They didn't hear. I decided to jump [again.ha ha ha!] overboard. With a sudden movement, the boat pulled away from the rock. I lost my balance and I almost hit my head on the big sharp rock. It was a miracle that, my reflexes were really fast at that time that I was able to hold at the rock and prevented my head from banging into that sharp rock. After a minute, I noticed that I wasn't breathing. I was holding it for a long time already. That was SCARY! If I had fallen, I would have hit the stones beneath me. I was stunned. I don't know why, but suddenly, I let out a scream. My heart beat faster, the world starts spinning. Luckily, I was able to go down the boat safely. And not to mention,half wet because of my sweat.GEEZ. Another experience, this happened while we are going towards the port. Together with my cousins, aunt and sister, we drove to the port with my parents and other family members and relatives trailing us at the back. We were riding a pick up car. A family friend was driving. We were like zooming past other cars. Then we were at the intersection. A fast coming truck was coming towards us. I know it! It has no intention of stopping or pulling the brakes. Neither do we. WHOA! We went past them and they stopped like 3 feet away from us. I was shocked! I was near the window. And I could see the gap. If they haven't stopped, our car would have been crushed! And we would have been..I don't want to say the word...

TrumTrum...

My silencing period was broken when a classmate made me laugh. He reminded me of the funny picture of another classmate on Facebook. From there, I began to be noisy. I tried to silence myself. Yeah it worked. For at least a couple of minutes...then I'm back to business.Quiet then noisy...quiet then noisy...Puff! I need to be quiet. ENGLISH class... My friend cried. After our first period, she told us the reason. Another friend of mine and I comforted her. We told her to let it all out. PE class.. Here goes dancing. Dancing and dancing and dancing. Then TLE class. OH NO! We copied so many notes! Actually my ink was drained. :D Then we started to sew an apron. I sat on the mechanical sewing machine and started step step step sewing.. LOL..<<---[what grammar was that?] After TLE class...LUNCH! then as usual we have our classes. But seriously, My mood and emotions kept on changing...ughhh...ohh..hahaha..huhuhu...err...

Me...a Psychologist??

Many of my friends would come up to me and share their emotions. Usually, I would just listen to them and talk...But then I noticed, many have been spilling their emotions to me... Then I would respond to them..like..like a psychologist. I find it weird. Why? It's because, I can help them sooth their pain but even my own pains, I can't straighten. But don't worry my beloved friends, I am here to listen to you. I am your friend. Or you can even call me your doctor if that's what you want.. HA HA HA!

A friend of mine and I had planned if we can take up psychology in college...Are we serious about that? To that friends of mine, my question is: "Are you sure?" Ha ha ha!

Missed it!

I know it! All of us are pissed! We are pissed but we're not blaming it on anyone. Why is it so hard for them to understand, that as a student, we need our voices to be heard.? We only want one thing. It's so simple and so easy as ABC and 123. We need to cheer! We need to cheer for our classmates! Isn't that easy..well all they need to do is allow us to go out even for just an hour. That will be enough. Now that event will soon be ending, and I! I haven't witnessed even one GAME! That's.....never mind.... Everything seems to be out of their orbits. Turning and scampering everywhere! This isn't the way it used to be. I missed those days...wherein I can still have everything on control, now, it's like I'm losing my grip. I don't want it to happen and everything will be a mess. I'm not a control freak, it's just that, I'm new to this. Our teacher was right. 15 is the DARKEST CROSSROAD. :(

To my Dearest!

Dearest Paper Mosaic,

Why are you complicated to puzzle.? Whenever a piece of that colored paper is about to be glued, my hand starts to shiver. The glue starts to become dry. Well, my penguin doesn't look like a cute little penguin anymore. It looked like a hypnotized walking penguin zombie. LOL. Oh how I wish I could accomplish you before tomorrow. You need to side with me. I can't do this all alone. I need your help and cooperation. So dear me, dear me,is exhausted with trembling hands. So paper mosaic, I beg you please. Let me glue you to my cute little penguin outline. I promise you, you'll like her. She's a jolly one and is always excited for Christmas. She may be small and chubby yet she's a nice one. Together with you,both of you can create a wonderful art. In your hands lies my grades.

Sincerely,

--*Ces*--

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Dearest Katsa,

Oh why you.? I almost forgot what you are made to do. You are a flour bag[i think]. Hmm...In our T.L.E class.? You...Oh well...don't worry, I'll be nice to you. I'll give you shape and I'll give you a makeover. In that way you'll be more presentable and in return you'll be of most help to me whenever we have our T.L.E class. So I hope together with your wide family, you can come to me tomorrow at 10:00 am-12:00 pm. Don't be late! Your friends, Needle, Thread and Scissors are waiting for you.

Sincerely,

--*Ces*--

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Dearest Projects,

Oh boy! You're such a funny one. Do you know how much I love you.? You gave me lesser time to sleep at night, because of you my eating time was cut short, I feel hurt whenever they gave you a low rating and I can't take it if they find something wrong about you. SO YOU BETTER COOPERATE WITH ME YOUNG MAN! You don't know what I'm capable of! I can just throw you away at the side or even ignore you. But you know I can't! And I also know I can't! And I hate it! I'm glued to you. My school life, partly depends on you.! I wish the next time they'll rate you, they'll give you a higher rating! I wish you'll cooperate with me...I'll do my best to be nicer to you. I'll make you better, I'll handle you with care.. ^_^.

Sincerely,

--*Ces*--

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Dearest Mastery and Periodical Exam,

Please by easy! Don't be hard. I'll answer you the best I can. I have been studying before answering you. You know that if I get a wrong answer, I'll freak! Well, no one is perfect after all. But you're making me worry all week. You always give me hard works. I'm doing my best! But make sure, you'll reward me by being HIGH! In that way your life will not be in danger. Or else, you'll end up in the trash or being cut helplessly. [Well I can't do that but maybe you'll end up at the side...IGNORED.]

Sincerely,

--*Ces*--

The all new STRASPBERRY CRUSH MIST

Who wants to buy a sanitizing cologne? It's entitled "STRASPBERRY CRUSH MIST". Actually it's an experiment made by me and my seat mate. We were just bored. So she took out her sanitizer, and applied some onto her hand. I remembered that I also got a sanitizer in my bag, so I took it out and an idea popped into my mind. I told her what if we mixed it. So we put an equal amount of our sanitizers on the paper and sprayed some cologne. Then...POOF! We had it. We were laughing because of the intriguing smell it resulted. Then we spotted one of our classmate sitting quietly. We had our wicked laugh and decided that he will be the tester. Suddenly, we placed the paper with our experiment in front of his nose. We told him to smell it. Without further explanations he followed our instructions. Then we saw that look. HA HA HA! The look of headache. Well that's a first. Since we have nothing to do, we let our other classmates smell it. Some said, it smells good, some said its OK, and some said it's too strong. Well we already have our future. A cologne business. :D [just kidding]. We let our imaginations run wild. Inside our heads we imagined we have our own flyers and our business is expanding. Well after all, SKY"S THE LIMIT. It is also free to dream. ^_^

Everything's crowding in my mind!

Everything seems to be inside my head. From projects to homeworks...From "nearing exams" to school activities. OH MY! Why does everything seems to be in a blur. I don't know where to start! It seems that, if I start here, I couldn't find a way to finish it and jump to the other work. Everything seems to be crowding inside my mind.Coming one after another and shouting inside my head like,"Start with me and finish me!" I just want to escape from these problems. I want to shout at the top of a hill, letting all my feelings and emotions out.. I just need it. And ASAP! These things are starting to overpower me. I can't feel myself anymore.I can't see nor feel the place the way I used to feel it. These things are like thick walls separating me from wonderful things that is surrounding me. It's draining all my energy. For a moment, I wanted to be a 3 year old kid again. Just happily playing and school-worry-free. Injured knees are also better than injured hearts.Piles of dirt above me are better than piles of school problems piled on me.But then being a teen is also a nice stage to experience. Fun and crazy friends and classmates are better to be with than talking to a Barbie doll yourself. After all, all things in life have advantages and disadvantages.<---oh!this can be one of my Philosophies in Life![wink.wink] 

My fun-filled and life changing retreat! part 2

Hi there! I'm back! With lots of stories with me...Okay so where did we left off.? Okay here it is. By the way!!! DON'T READ FURTHER IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE FIRST PART!THANKS!
Then we sat back down and the 3rd batch was called. So that classmate [who apologized to me earlier] is with that batch. So is my another best friend. As usual, I hugged all of my friends who are girls and a pat on the back to my friends who are boys. Then as I give my messages to them, the same feeling is on me. As i approached one of my classmate, I gave him a pat on his back and said,"Abi ko mahibi ka?"[I thought you are going to cry?] Then he replied,"Ga hibi na ko gani*sniff*"[I'm already crying*sniff*] Then I gave my message. I roamed around giving messages to them. Then The last batch was called. This feeling got hold of me until the activity was finished. Shivering voice and teary-eye. Then I went to a classmate. He was sitting quietly, so not him [because he's noisy in the room]. I slowly approached him, kneel behind him and said some words to him. Then I shook him while saying," Ah! Mahibi na na! Mahibi na na!" [Ah! You're going to cry, You're going to cry!] He replied, "Ah indi ku ya maghibi." [Ah no I'm not]...After I had gave my messages, I sat down beside my friends.
PS:many great things had happened during that time. I don't know how to say it all, but deep in my heart, I can never forget it. It was the time that I realized, that we must treasure every moment in our life and treasure the people that's around us. <3
I LOVE YOU GUYS! I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU...THANKS FOR THE LAUGHTERS AND MEMORIES...YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART...THANKS TO YOU...MOST ESPECIALLY THANKS TO THE ONE ABOVE. ^_^

My fun-filled and life changing retreat! part 1

What should write about...hmm..I know...about the retreat...Well it was held last November 11-12 2010 at Carmelite Center at Duenas Iloilo City.

Psh! Retreat. It will always have the activity of crying, of course. Well this was the first thing that came into my mind. But then I told myself, "It's going to be fun and life-changing"

~The Day Before the Retreat~

I was anxious on what I will feel on the retreat. I don't want to cry. After all, all those recollections that I have been always makes me cry. Psh! No not this time. Well then, the Year 3-Patience is already here. I want to know what I will find there and what they felt. But at the same time I want it to be a surprise. So when my friend and I got to talk to one of them, we just asked if the food was good. They said they were fully fed. I went home. Arranged my things with the help of my ever lovely and loving mother. I read a book and had a chat with my cousin. I think I got sleepy at around 11:00 pm or maybe even at midnight. Then I slept..

~The Day of the Retreat~

Ah! The awaited time has come. We are about to leave and have our 1st retreat. I got to school bringing a big bag. Letters in my hands, ready to give them to my beloved classmates and friends. My friends and classmates greeted me. I smiled at them. I put my bag down and started to roam the school, giving the letters to the addressed person. I also had received letters. I was touched. Oops! I think everyone got so excited that they started to crowd around the bus. Then one by one, they started to fill in the bus. My friends and I were also among the crowd. We entered and looked for a place to settle in. Then we sat at the back of the driver's seat. Then we are called down for we aren't supposed to enter the bus yet. All of us went down with big smiles across our faces, for we knew we made a mistake out of "excitedness". We stayed at the gym, prayed and were given some instructions. Then...Off we go!!! I waved goodbye to my mother. Then we are out! We are travelling towards the place wherein, it's going to be life-changing. In the bus, everyone was good. =)) LOL. Maybe just excited. After an hour and a sweet ride, we finally got to the venue. It was AMAZING!! It's just the place we need, to escape the busy city. Totally green grasses, with beautiful flowers around, cool trees, and cute quarters. We entered the pavilion, put down our baggages, surrendered out gadgets (well I really don't like this part.the surrendering thingy). Then we had an orientation. After that, a break was given to us. Then the sessions started. We had this game called "PAPARAZZI" it was so much fun. Asking for signatures of your classmates, was totally cool! Then followed by another activity to be written on a bond paper. Then we had lunch. During the break, we were given our rooms and our roommates. I get to be with an SSC student. She's friendly and nice but I'm just so shy to be with her so I switched places. And sadly, I ended up to the persons wherein,I can't relate to.Oh well after that,my friends and I roam the place. Together with IC and Kemberly, we looked for the dormitory. We went further and further until we found.............Nothing. We returned and we met some of our classmates and together, we looked for the dormitory. When we saw it, we were like..."That's so unfair! Why do the boys got to be together at one place? And their place is big!" Actually, my friends wanted to go in and check but unfortunately it was time to go back.

NIGHT TIME....

Our teachers let us have our rest and clean ourselves before going back for the night session. After that we went to the chapel to pray the rosary. While waiting for the gates to be opened, I noticed a little spider. Then a guy classmate of mine, sat down beside it, so I called his name, shed the light of the flashlight at the spider and looked at it. He turned to face it and.."AHHHH! {JUMP!}" hahaha. he was totally freaked out! And for that, I'm so sorry, I didn't know he was afraid of spiders. Of little harmless spiders. Then we went back to the pavilion. There we had a life-changing and fun-filled activity. So far that was my favorite part of the retreat. We were blindfolded and were given some instructions. I felt teary-eyed. I was with the first batch. AWW! The messages of my beloved classmates made my eyes shed a tear. After us, the 2nd batch were in! I approached first one of my best friend. While talking to her, I can feel my voice shaking and my eyes are teary. Then I transfered to another classmate and the same thing happened. While walking around I felt someone pulled me to the side. When I looked at the person, it was my classmate. He was apologizing. I don't know why he was doing it. He said he was sorry because he wasn't able to talk to me when I was at the first batch. And he said if only he was able to talk to me then he would have made me laugh and not cry. I just laughed. So brotherly. How I wish I had a brother like him.