What the..?!?

So it's true! You can't live a day with all smiles! Something or someone has to ruin it! and I HATE it!

I was so happy and calm earlier. But suddenly my almost perfect day was destroyed by someone... Many questions are in my mind right now. Like... Do I hate her? No is the answer..Do I despise her? Still, no is the answer. I just don't like how she acts..I just don't like people who are good to you when you are facing them but when you turn back from them they keep on backstabbing you. In short..A great pretender..I'm not against her...I thought at first she was a person who is going to guide you but it turns out that I still don't know the rest of her whole being. At first I thought she was just influenced by "them". But I don't know the whole truth. This is crazy! My blood is boiling and I don't know why! I hate it! This is stupid. Why would I waste my time thinking about what others think of me. Ridiculous. AND FYI! she's waaaayyy older than me...she's not there nor here...

Fun!

He was standing right there...pulling the gate to close it. I felt my hands tremble and my head spun when I saw what he was holding...On his hand was a thing made of solid steel and carbon fiber that is capable of smashing and killing! I was staring at him, half frozen. The next thing I knew, is that he was looking and smiling at me while walking towards me. Then I felt my sister nudge me. I smiled at him while tightening my grip to the thing i was holding which is exactly similar to his. Finally he stopped in front of me,smiling. I took a deep breath and looked at him as if I'm not nervous. Then he asked politely if we could play a friendly game of sport. I nodded. I softly hit the thing made of feathers with my solid steel thing in my hand. He was good at catching it and passing it back to me. We are playing quietly, no words, no sound. But that stillness was broken when finally he spoke."When is your class starting?". I answered,"June 15" then I kept quiet. I was shy. In the middle of the game, we stopped when we notice what had happened to the shuttle cock. It's broken. After 2-3 rounds, he told me that he was already tired. I said,"Ok" then he smiled and said," Let's play again tomorrow.!"I smiled at him.Then he turned around and left, swaying the racket on his hands while whistling.

Moving On...

This summer 2010 is not that happy and exciting for me. I am saying that i am not that happy because my beloved Tita Remedios Dable died. Everyone in the family was shocked at what had happened even my aunt's friends and relatives were shocked at the sudden happening... :(

But then I am partly happy this summer 2010 because I met somebody who made me happy. The best way to describe my feelings is the lyrics of the song STAY MY BABY: summer love isn't meant to be and it's only a fantasy.*blush*