Kissing the Year 2010, GOODBYE!

2010 was one of the years that made a mark in my life. Both grief and happiness hit me. Before, December 31, 2009, hours and minutes before it hit 12:00 and January 01, 2010, I kept on thinking how I would write my life during the year 2010. My year didn't start happy and all fun. A close family relative of mine, which is my aunt, passed away. I was in all pain and grief. Then class was about to start. I am a J U N I O R already. At first, I felt scared and anxious about school. This is another year  at school. At first, I never really felt that I was a part of my class because I miss my S O P H O M O R E classmates. I thought it was going to be a hard one. But I was wrong. I found new friends. They help me carry through everyday school days. They make me laugh and smile. They can turn my mood around. I can say the section that I belong, YEAR 3-TEMPERANCE is the best! Talented, smart, kind and fun! We may be so naughty and loud but get to know us more and you'll enjoy our company. Now 2010 is about to end, our bondings as a J U N I O R is also almost over. All that's left for next year is the long-awaited PROM, the DEBATE, the INTRAMS [games and fun] and I'm not sure with other things. We only got 3 months to spend time with each other. There are so many memories that were created. Like our PLAY in English. We were the last one to perform and it was 6:00 in the evening already. We were disappointed but we understand. It hurts on our part that only a few students watched our PLAY. Another one! Ah! The retreat! It was so UNFORGETTABLE! The Song Composition. You know what, we had never won. Not even a single place. But you know what I realized? I realized that it is important to have fun in what you do. Even though we didn't won, at least we tried our very best and had fun. As a whole, and as a JUNIOR, the closeness, I think, are intact. To my DEAREST FRIENDS! THANK YOU SO MUCH! You made my life worth living. When I'm down and I don't know what to do, you are always there to help me. To my friend who's name starts with the letter E, thank you for being such a fun-to-be-with friend. You laugh with me at random times and make me crazy when I'm super duper serious! To my friend who's name starts with the letter I, thank you for being such a sociable and helpful friend. You help me with things and you share "chikas" with me.You make me laugh though my head is aching. To my friend who's name starts with the letter A, thank you for being such an adventurous friend. You have so many great ideas and so many chikas. You make me laugh and we sometimes annoy our other friends. To my friend who's name starts with the letter M, thank you for being a song-bird and fun friend. You sing songs which makes us feel better and you tell me some things involving love, music and friendship. To my friend who's name starts with the Letter L, thanks for being a fun and sport loving friend. You teach me things like blog,[hehe] and basketball and your love life. Thanks for being funny and "in-love". To my friend who's name starts with the letter J, thanks for being my friend for such a looong time. We laugh together and solve love problems together. Our friendship had been onto so many trials yet we remain strong. Thank you!! AS YOU CAN SEE NOT ALL MY FRIENDS ARE THANKED HERE. WHY? BECAUSE THEY ARE SO MANY AND I CAN'T REALLY TYPE IN ALL MY THANK YOU'S TO THEM. BUT TO MY FRIENDS! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO ME. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I LOVE YOU, MY DEAREST FRIENDS. Many people had been a part of my "FUN RIDE of 2010". Thanks for joining this year! i hope you join next year! MWAH!♥ Even though I lost a special person in my life, many, not only one, replaced her and completed my life. So to the Year 2010, You had been one of the UNEXPECTED years that I had in my whole entire 15 years of existence. As you leave as the clock strikes 12:00 in the evening of December 31,2010, I would like to thank you! Thanks for the time, wherein I was able to create wonderful memories with the new people in my life. So, I guess this is GOODBYE, year 2010. Your had created a mark in my life. CHAO! GOODBYE!----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- :)

Day Dream! :)

BAND...hmm...what about creating a band? Is that a great idea? An all girls band in which the members can sing, dance, play musical instruments and sort of act. [laughs] Well my friends and I are planning to create one. So far, we haven't started yet. Well we'll try. It is going to be so much fun if it is going to happen. A BAND! [sighs] here I am again. making my way to daydream land. Oh well... we'll see about that. If it is going to happen. I'll tell you! :)

Missing Poem! ;) [part one]

I never thought that this would really hurt
That tears would run down and wet my shirt.
This is not what I expect it to be
I feel so blank and empty.

Ah! Memories are here again!
From the day I became a Freshmen,
Many changes has occurred.
Many questions still remained unanswered.

Unexpected friendship had taken place
That friendship can never be replaced.
With them I found my second family
Wherein I could be myself and express myself freely.

I found lovable and sweet friends
Where fun and laughter never ends.
I found fun and sociable sisters
Who are bunch of youngsters.

I found an unusual father
Who is too tall for a Junior.
He may be too naughty and restless,
But seriously, he is a protector despite the weirdness.

Unexpected friendship with guys
Took me by surprise.
I never imagined things like this would happen
So fast, unnoticed and sudden.

I barely have two years to spend life as a High School
And it is so uncool.
I will surely miss those bonding
Wherein our laughters which made our stomach aching.

When I finish high school, many things will be gone
And College life will be heading on.
After high school life, there are somethings I will miss
Like these things I'm experiencing in bliss

I will not hear anybody call me "daughter" in school anymore
Nor someone will suddenly lift me off the floor.
Nobody will automatically treat me snacks
Or help me remove stuck thumbtacks.

I'll miss the stories and "chikas" my seatmates and I shared
Those things we have privately and publicly declared.
Those hugs and kisses I will surely miss
The end is nearing and these will be dismissed.

Our hang out places in school will be gone soon
And all that will be left are the memories while I stare at the moon
The scolding and laughing will be swept away
By the cold fast wind someday.

The funny whispers and teasing
Soon will be blurring
Those pulls and pushes
Will soon fall down the edges.

I will part ways with my friends
Sooner or later we will only see each other on weekends
My so-called brothers will soon leave me
And I will miss them badly.

Three best friends seated in front
With two guys at the back who are so vibrant
Despite being despicable, they can make us giggle
Make us smile and our eyes sparkle.

Then I was transferred to another and made friends in a group of four in my seat

A day without laughter is a day never complete.

Three girls with a guy

Fun and enjoyment in them you cannot deny.

Then again transferred to another

Good thing I can still chatter

There an unexpected friendship bloom

It was weird and unusual, I presume.

The class is naughty and fun

That's why we still transfer seats every session.

Thank goodness one of my friend transferred beside me

I think because of that everyday I'm a little bit noisy.

I never imagined to befriend more girls and guys
That's why it is so hard for goodbyes.
Let me say these things
Before all of these end in sad endings.

Counting one to two
We discussed about my debut
Three going to four
Next year they'll be coming and knocking on my door

Starting from five to six
They perform crazy antics.
Seven to Eight
They are my brothers and they are great.

Counting from Nine to ten
I lived a great high school life again.
In my next poem specific people will be mentioned
So don't miss reading it...not even for just a second.

Big Time Rush!!♥♥♥

BIG TIME RUSH!!!

Big Time by: Big Time Rush


Count On You by: Big Time Rush Feat. Jordin Sparks


This is Our Someday by: Big Time Rush


Halfway There by: Big Time Rush


Nothing Even Matters by: Big Time Rush

[Whistle-whistle] :-^

Why do I feel like this...At a second happy, on the other sad, on a click happy, at a blink angry. Are these the emotions that I have long contained? Are they coming out slowly and unnoticed? Are they trying to help me or destroy me? NO! I'm sorry for all those people whom I have hurt on the way. These emotions are slowly being poured out, and it's annoying! What are they doing...it's so irritating... well these songs are amazing though. It helps me calm down.. try to listen to them. Here are the titles of the songs:

1.)Catch Me If I Fall by: Maria Arredondo
2.)Just a Little Heartache by: Maria Arredondo [aww.this is for someone in the past...for my friends who are reading this..i guess you know whom I was referring to... the "CAUSE" of these in the past?hahaha..[wink.wink] but now it's OVER!]
3.)That Day by: Maria Arredondo [for my friend..i guess you know who you are.. ;)]
4.)That Should be Me by: Justin Bieber 
5.)Stuck in the Moment by: Justin Bieber
6.)Overboard by: Justin Bieber
7.)Fifteen by: Taylor Swift
8.)Speak Now by: Taylor Swift
9.)Today was a fairytale by: Taylor Swift
10.)Crazier  by: Taylor Swift


There are so many songs that I really like. Well...actually this ISN'T my TOP 10, this is only random choosing... ^_^
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Aww! ♥♥♥ :DD

MY WISH by RASCAL FLATTS


BEST FRIENDS FOREVER by KSM


DISTRACTED by KSM


UNPREDICTABLE by KSM


ANYTIME YOU NEED A FRIEND


TRUE FRIEND by AIRTO [aww..I like this one!]


GIFT OF A FRIEND by DEMI LOVATO

NO NO NO NO WAY!

I'm so irritated TODAY! Our teacher irritated me. It's not our fault he has a short patience. And plus he was the one who arranged us that way and he would complain it's all wrong.! Isn't it irritating? ARGH! BOREDOM also irritates me!! Nothing to do is like, B-O-R-I-N-G! If I'm bored all I want to do is doodle, sing or hum a song, or talk to my seat mate or anybody. But sadly, it's like everyone was busy and my seat mate was in a state of "quarantine" HA HA HA! And me, I'm in a state of irritation!! The actions of a classmate also irritated me. Would you believe, he would borrow my things and use it without saying "May I borrow" and return it without saying "Thank You"....Breathe in, Breathe Out...I'm also STRESSED!!! Because of our Dance Presentation, 3rd Periodical Exam and Play in English. [WISH ME LUCK] :)

What.?!?!

They say College life is fast paced. Well...Even High School life is fast paced. It has been a week or two since we had our Mastery Test and here comes Periodical Exams. It's like we don't have a break in studying. [Yeah actually we have no choice. We are still in school] In school, we have our lessons first before the exams. But in real life, exams first then the lesson. Sometimes I can't understand how life goes. What you expect, never happens. While the unexpected happened. It annoys me sometimes. It goes round and round. Hate to break this up, but I think, just because of these happenings, I get a little crazy sometimes. Quiet then noisy. Good then bad. Angelic then demonic. It's like many souls are in me at the same time. This is kind of fun, I admit. This is a part of High School.....

DID YOU KNOW that.... When I was in elementary, I kept on asking why do people think that their High School life was the most memorable one. Now, I experienced it and there's only one thing I could say. THEY ARE RIGHT!! :D High School life is pretty much a bunch of fun. Laughter here, Laughter there. Drama here, Drama there. Yeah, It's kind of complicated but that's just the way it is. Everything is temporary after all. Enjoy the things that comes up to you. Just keep your window and door open. Let all things come into you. They won't be here for such a long time you know. :)

CRAZIER each TIME! XD

I can barely breath! I can barely hear my own voice! I can barely talk, shout and laugh! I can barely jump, walk, spin and run! I hate it! I hate feeling SICK! Headache, slight sore throat, allergic rhinitis and runny nose...But did you know what? It is kind of crazy! I mean, my sickness would appear then disappear. In that way it also make me sort of crazy. Whenever I could feel that my sickness is arising, I would keep quiet, doodle on the paper, cover my face with a handkerchief, and my mood would also change. But if I would feel better, I would talk and talk and laugh and laugh and move and move. :D *sniffle* stupid little sickness! I can't concentrate on listening. How would you react if you meet someone, happy at the minute and sad on the other minute? I remember, some of my classmates would ask me if I'm broken hearted and I would just laugh and reply no. One classmate told me, "It's okay, there are many fish in the sea." I just laughed. When she left. I repeated what she said. But I made an addition. "There are many fish in the sea, but the best fish is in me." My friend, who is beside me heard what I said and she burst out laughing. Even though I had a headache, I can't help but laugh. "THE BEST FISH IS IN ME" the reason behind this addition is that the delicious fish is in me because it's delicious so I ate it! LOL... :D... Hard headed little me. I'm sick but I kept on laughing. Well I guess it is also a factor why I am feeling well at times. After all, Laughter is the best medicine...HA HA HA! I remember a quote from our SOCIAL STUDIES teacher, "Smile though your heart is aching...a friendly reminder from the mental hospital" [laughs] Ooh! And earlier, I had a De ja vu! That was really weird! I know at the back of my head that it happened already! But I can't remember when!!! But I'm pretty sure, I've seen it, felt it and experienced it! A friend of mine, is a bit crazy earlier..HA HA HA...I mean she's acting funny! Like imitating our teachers and our classmates. She gave me a good thing to laugh about. Many people had made me laugh. From my family, to my friends, to my classmates. Being with them, makes me forget that I'm sick. YEAR 3-TEMPERANCE batch 2010-2011. ^_^