Our Junior-Senior PROM!!♥ :D

February 26, 2011...
Wakey Wakey! I woke up at 8:00am due to the thought I had in mind that today is PROM DAY!!! I was still sleepy when I went out of the room. I flipped the TV on and surfed the channels. After watching two movies that was shown in STAR MOVIES, I decided to take a bath. My mom left, to pick up my friend,her mom and her sister because they are going to go to our house so that we can fix and dress ourselves together for the prom. After taking a bath, my cousin did something to my hair to make soft waves. A little while later, my mom arrived together with our guests. We had lunch and took a rest.

It was 3:00pm when my friend and I fixed ourselves for the Prom. Our mom's were the one who did our makeup and our hairdo[speaking of hairdo, what my cousin did to my hair resulted to heavy curls instead of soft waves.So we redid my hair]. During the makeup session, I was being naughty and noisy. I keep on clamoring on how I look. Like, "No! That's too much" "Eeep! That's not enough." My mom got a bit annoyed at me. HAHAHA. But then...using my charm and sweet words, I was able to make her smile again and let her mood slip back to it's normal happy one.AHAHAHA! Then the awaited part! The wearing of our dresses. After slipping on my dress, I immediately went in front of the mirror and looked at myself. The fit was just right, but I don't know why my breathing was heavy. Then I slipped on my shoe, grabbed my mask, grabbed my things and stuck them inside my blue pouch bag. Then I sat down the couch and waited. We had some pictorials first before we left. When we left our house, my mom did something. She stopped the car in front of every person she knows and asked them if my friend and I look great. They beamed at us and tell us that we look darling and beautiful. AND OH-EM-GEE!! My mom asked "this-somebody" if I looked great. Smiling, he said yes. Then 2 of our neighbors went near us and looked at us, smiling. A little girl aged a year-old or two, was struggling to climb the car and get inside. I called her name, while reaching out to pinch her chubby cheeks. My mom was talking to our neighbors, so their voices was all I heard...but then, a voice of a young boy, was overheard by me. hahaha! [What he said and what I heard is.......SECRET] :P ^_^ Then we traveled towards SARABIA MANOR HOTEL, where our JS Prom will be held. It was 5:00 when we neared the hotel. But then we took a turn to Ybiernas Street to where the house of my Mom's friend and one of my friend is located. We had our retouch there and some accessories were added. Then we drove to the Hotel.

Okay. So the PROM started. I was escorted by a fourth year student who is just a bit taller than me. hehe. I was wearing a mask and so was he. He entered from the other side of the room and I entered on the other side. When we met at the center, I was a little bit shaking because I was the first in line and it was my first time. I managed to smile and feel comfortable. Then he asked me my table number. I answered "16". I was still a little bit shaking. Then he offered his arm and I took it. I was shaking. [Don't blame me! I'm so not used to that.] Then we walked the red carpet and paused for a picture. Then, I heard him ask if where is the table 16. I remembered, I saw where it was located so I just told him. Then he accompanied me to the table. I smiled and managed to say "Thank you." I did not expect my escort to be a gentleman.[not that I expect him to be not]. But then I was wrong, he was kind and a gentleman. Okay!!! FAST FORWARD!!!  Was it just a coincidence or something? Well...my predecessor is the girlfriend of my escort earlier. She bequeathed me something about Photography. Based on what I had heard, I heard "camera lens...and....photography" and I was like "WHOA" Actually, i love taking pictures and would like to have photography as a hobby but I'm not as good as my predecessor may be. But I was thankful that she had bequeathed it to me. ^_^  Then we had the lighting of candles and sang JUST THE WAY YOU ARE by: BRUNO MARS....FORWARD!!!  Then the DANCE FLOOR was opened!!! Whoohoo!!!! My friends and I joined the dancing Juniors and Seniors. Dancing here, dancing there! Whoo! Disco!! There was no "sweet dance" but we enjoyed the group disco! Cameras click from here to there, The lights were out and only the center light [no, there was no DISCO BALL] was turned on. I enjoyed dancing and partying with my friends. We took so many pictures. From friends to classmates and even to our teachers!! Jumping around and around, swaying to every beat of the music. Then our very happy party dancing was interrupted!!! One of our teacher, reprimanded us about one music we played. She told us that she was listening to the lyrics and she was very disappointed, and commanded us to sit down for a while. Then she reprimanded us.After that short sermon we got, another teacher told us to go back to dancing and resume the party and fun that we were having. Some moods were destroyed by that sermon and they decided to just sit down. A little returned to the dance floor, which includes me and my friends. And how fast time had gone!! We ended an hour later. :(

One word to describe my first JS PROM? F-U-N. FUN!!!
This is one night I will never forget! It will always have a special place in my heart. One day, when I face another chapter of my life, recalling my 1st Prom Night can make me smile. Just like what happened to my 1st RETREAT. They will always be a part of me. Special memories wherein they became a part of my life, will forever be etched in my heart and mind. ♥♥♥ :D

Creeping Darkness

I can feel it! I'm so so close to falling into that dark pit. It has been waiting for so long...for me. I'm on the edge. One wrong massive outburst can lead to my fall. That place isn't the ideal place for us. I had seen a glimpse of it. And gosh! was it scary!!! Colored deep dark black with swirling bloody red and violet colors. Cries, wails and screams can be heard. If you're thinking that what I meant here is HELL...well, you got it wrong. It's not Hell. Hell is much more worse! This place is only the storage area of the bad and darkest side of a person. I guess, we all have this pit. Let us say that this is called as The Worst and Darkest Side of Me. Okay... so I almost fell into it these past few days. I am hoping  that I won't. I can't lose myself into it. I might go crazy.


Oh come on!!! Give me a break! My head is spinning! Black and red swirls are all that I can see.I don't want to turn into someone who is very very destructive. Oh well, I can be very destructive if I only have my monthly "birthday" or if I'm very full of all these things like stress and pressure. Right now, i just want to be happy and carefree. 


I'm so not ready to fall into the darkness. It's very scary and I don't want to be someone who stays on the negative side...always. 

T.L.E class: FUN COOKING

Ah...T.L.E class! Time for cooking! And guess what? We cooked two things! COOKIES and CAKE!!! Yummy! Okay so here's what had happened.

A friend of mine forgot to bring butter. So she called her mom to bring the butter to school. During our third period class, we decided to check if the butter was already delivered. We ran down flights of stairs to reach the ground and the guard house. We were already out of breaths by the time we reached the place. When we asked the guard he said that there was none. So we decided to ask someone to buy for us. Then we ran back again to reach our H.E room. There, everyone was busy preparing the ingredients and the materials needed. Just then, our group mates asked us if we already have the butter. We shook our head and told them that it will arrive a little later. Standing there, a feeling suddenly occurred to me. I went to the refrigerator and opened it. Ah! Just what I had expected! Butter! Butters actually. So I called my friend and told her to ask permission from our teacher to use those butters and replace them later. Then we started to cook. Cooking is fascinating! My group mates and I were playfully arguing on our roles in cooking. While mixing the ingredients, we were laughing and making jokes. And every time a new ingredient is added we go, "Oooh!" and we go silent and concentrate at the mixture. We made CHOCOLATE CAKE!!! After we finished the mixture we tasted it, and we just can't get enough. Then we baked it. Next stop! We cooked CHOCOLATE COOKIES!!! Just like what had happened during mixing time, we go "Oooh!"  and we laugh and playfully argue. The other groups were also busy, but still, the H.E room is so noisy! Transferring from one group to another and laughing. Then we also baked the cookies. While waiting, the other groups were just about to make their cake. One group has icings. And can you guess what happened next? the boys put icing on their fingers and put it on the faces of everyone they wanted. Unluckily, I was one of those who had been put icing on the face. So...game on! I also put icing on their faces! Laughter echoed through the entire room. Our teachers went inside the room and tasted our cooked COOKIES. 

If you let me narrate all that had happened inside the H.E room, it would make my fingers hurt from typing. HA HA HA. Well if you really want to picture it out, here's what you need to do: 

Imagine a class of 3rd year high school students [JUNIORS] inside the HOME ECONOMICS ROOM, laughing and kidding around. Icing all over their faces, roaming around, sharing their food to each and everyone and being a sister and a brother to each one. 

Year 3- Temperance is full of fun!! I had learned to love this class! School year 2010-2011. :)

Little Darkness had Escaped!

My friends and I were talking about this C.A.T thingy when we get to 4th year. So...I had so many questions on how they are going to conduct the training. I was speaking continuously when one of my friend told me to join already and stop thinking that I can't do it [i think that's what she said...hahaha.i forgot the clear details]. I was supposed to respond in a tone that is in a jokingly manner...but I was surprised how my voice turned out!!! Deep, full-forced, dark and serious. My friend was surprised at my tone and she hid behind our other friend.HA HA HA. Seeing her expression made me laugh. It has been a long time since I heard my voice like that again.

I'm so sorry for that. I never expected that a "little darkness in me" will escape without my notice. ^_^

"The Window to Our SOUL"

They say that the eye is the window to our soul. Sometimes, staring right into them, we can suddenly depict what kind of person he/she is, or how he/she feels. Our eyes expresses what we truly feel. Our actions and words may lie, but our eyes cannot.

Well that was only my introduction people! Here's the thing: Sometimes, we may feel that someone is watching us from afar. When we look, there isn't anybody. Secondly, there is really this incident wherein we caught somebody staring at us. And sometimes, it weirds me out. Thirdly, sometimes, we may accidentally stare into someone and if they caught us, they don't break the stare suddenly. Fourth, it can be our own decision to stare into someone, like for example, what my friends and I would do sometimes, the staring game. Oh well. Do you get me?

Okay...so why do people do that? Why do we do that? Is it because of curiosity, admiration, observation or it's just a habit of some? I want to know!! 


Looking into someone's eye is....fascinating but at the same time...weird...
I'm not that kind of person, who can hold long gazes. But if my will to hold that gaze is so strong, I may be able to do it. But usually, I don't. Especially with people whom I am not that close with or with people who aren't much close to me. It intimidates me.  

Do you know how deep LOVE can dig?

~A skater boy loving a lovely ballerina.

~The most outstanding student, crazy in love to an out of school rock star.

~An Emo boy in love with the most noisy girly girl in the campus.

~A scene girl faithfully in love with a gangster.


~A girl who is completely in love with a guy 6 years older than her.


~A guy who is deeply in love with a big and chubby girl.


~A super tall girl who is totally in love with a guy 2 feet lower than her.


~A rich girl unconditionally in love with a poor guy.

And Lastly...

~A loving MORTAL who gives everything for an IMMORTAL.

[♥♥♥]

Special thanks to a friend who has sent me her GM (Group message) containing these LOVE STUFF. :)
I just added some stuff there too based on what I had seen or learned. :)

What did I just realized?

WHOA!

~I am playing this game called "It Girl" on Facebook. Well, there, my character needs a boyfriend. One day...my character got her first boyfriend. And as the manager of my character...it's like, it is me playing too! I was happy for my character! She was given compliments and gifts. While me, on the other hand, on the real life, doesn't have what she has. I think their relationship lasted for a week. Nearly the end of the week, I noticed the happiness meter of my character's boyfriend is decreasing. Then one day...I was shocked. "You're boyfriend just broke up with you" and I was like: "What the-? Fine! I'll look for somebody better than you are!" Things have been like that for, I don't know, since my character gets dumped every time. I think she got more than 5 boyfriends already. But what I felt when my character had her first relationship, was nothing compared to the ones she had after her first break up. Now...it's like: "Uh...yeah..thanks for the compliment." or "Whatever!" And I realized...maybe this is what it's like in the real life. When you have your first relationship. Well [both hands up on the air] don't ask me anything about it. I never had one before. But if your first ever relationship failed, then your innocent and loving heart will be possessed by dark things which will make you say "Fine! I don't care! I'll find someone better than you are!" but the real thing is, you still love that person and if ever you still have that feelings for your first guy when you entered into another relationship, it's just like playing with the second one. You'll keep doing these things until you totally forget about your first guy. AND keep doing this until you get immune and you get used to it. But these can change. ONLY...IF ONLY..you can find the right guy for you...who will LOVE and ACCEPT you for who you are. :) ♥

Darkness.... :)

OMG!! After falling into VAMPIRES...guess what? I fell into FALLEN ANGELS too. You may say that I may seem like a 15 year old girl who is too dark and who's life is wrapped up by darkness... you got it wrong. I'm the opposite of it..i think. But nearly falling into that dark side once. Oh well.. Thanks to a friend who let me borrow her "FALLEN by: Lauren Kate" book. I just couldn't have enough. Now, I'm reading the second series entitled "TORMENT" and WOW! But before I could spoil you [if you're planning to read this book too] I would stop typing the events that had happened in the book. 


If you're one of those who love books that are "dark covered" or those who just like books that have romance and danger mixed..Well then! Read those that have FALLEN ANGELS and VAMPIRES written all over their labels. I'm still figuring other things out. But for now, for the romance-danger, I'm only stuck with these two. :) I'm still wondering why....these things are very captivating to me. 

WHAT IN THE WORLD?!

WARNING!!!

MY SWEET, BUBBLY, FRIENDLY, HAPPY-GO-LUCKY AND SOMEWHAT CUTE NATURE IS ABOUT TO BE SMUDGED BY A DARK, BITTER, BAD NATURE. BUT DON'T WORRY. IT'S ONLY FOR TODAY. :) MY MOOD FALTERED. WHICH RESULTED TO THE BAD SIDE OF ME.

I am so worn out! We had a big day at school. We had our accreditation by the PAASCU TEAM. I am all happy and nice this morning. BUT THEN! "somebody" made my mood falter. OH GOSH. If I only knew how to punch and kick the right way! 

I was being nice...okay? I agreed, for the sake of the rule that they are having. Yeah..you're fine. But then...you can be irritating sometimes. Once, I had been keeping something, [which I know that you know because you were there] you blurted it out! I had been steering the whole conversation away, so that, that awful matter will not be touched or heard of. But you are so persistent! I know that "matter' is not bad but I don't want to hear any of it! BUT being you, you playfully revealed it. GOSH! That whole time you were talking about it, I was clasping my hands and trying to control my breathing! UGH! If I didn't have the right amount of control that time, I could have punch you or say something that will make you cringe. BUT! I LET YOU PASS THAT TIME.

YOU*DID*IT*AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

I wasn't being stupid. I was quiet. A book on my hand and my eyes focused on it. You were at the back, talking casually with my sis, and you started to irritate me again! Insulting me while I am there?!?HELLO!SERIOUSLY?? How PATHETIC!! Don't you dare insult me too much of my height! I may be small and petite but I can take you down! You think you have seen the best of me? Wait till you see the other side of me. Then you can say who I really am. I rarely show my real bad side. Know why? Because I can really be a pain in the neck. GOT IT?

Okay. So I had agreed to your offer...hmmm..well.First, I had no other choice because if I declined it, I will have a hard time finding someone to go with at that event. Second, even though I said no, I could predict that maybe [only maybe] somebody would ask a favor to me from you. [men!tsk.] Third, I have read the Candy Mag and it says that "give [dorky] guy a chance" (LOL!) and lastly, Fourth. You seem...like a girl even though you're a guy [haha.fishy!] which makes you okay. No offense, but I really think you are a girly girl kind of boy which is not really a boy. :))

Things are spinning so fast now! It's like I couldn't keep up. Problems about school, personal life, and other complicated circumstances that exists! Hope I won't lose control!

By the way! i'm currently reading FALLEN by LAUREN KATE! So far, the book is really good! Bye! Signing off to read! And do other things! :P :) ♥

~REBELplusSWEET~

First-ever... JS PROM

Prom. Tsk. Now what? I think everything is wrong about our prom. The venue, theme and everything. I think. I hope this gets resolved before the big day. This is my first time prom...so I hope this turns out good. [*fingers-crossed*]

By the way...Justin Bieber's song "First Dance" is perfect for our first time ever prom. :)

Book Review..I think ♥♥♥ :D

And I'm done! I'm done reading the sixth book of Vampire Academy by: Richelle Mead. And I'm completely done reading the series (*sniffs*) :( But I do hope there's a movie. Okay. So here I go again. Feeling sad and sober why does the series had to end. The book ended pretty good! Quite the ending I liked, but... it still lacks, hmm, I don't know. It's like I still wanted more. GOOD NEWS! It has a spin-off series! That is what I am looking forward to!

The day my hands were laid on the first book, which was VAMPIRE ACADEMY, I felt anxious on how the book will turn out. Of course, Vampire books were one of my liked genres. When I started to read, it's like being on a whole new world. A world where these characters were brought to life. With a snap, I was instantly glued to the story!♥ The way the characters were described were pretty amazing. The details were laid very finely. Reading it, makes me feel happy and somewhat strong. [Oh no. The book is really very influencing] There were lessons brought out by the story too. Like how to value your friends, and how to enjoy life as it is. :D This is the part where Rose falls in love with the gorgeous Dimitri. And Dimitri fell in love with her too. But some circumstances in their world makes their love story complicated.
When I finished the book in a span of THREE DAYS only, it left me craving for more.

OMG! The second book is on my hands. FROSTBITE. OMG! This part had made me fall in love! really! And burst into tears! For how many times! This is the part where Rose found her one and only true love! This dragged me to the world of...let's say... "The Vampire Fairy Tale" world. A mix of danger, love, friendship, power and nocturnal schedule ;) [Ha Ha Ha] I finished reading this book in a span of TWO DAYS!!! Damn. If I really like a book, I couldn't stand putting it down and leave the story hanging.

And HOLLY MACARONI! The third book is in front of my eyes! SHADOW KISS. Okay. So this part had my emotions mixed. I don't know. Joy, Love, Shock, Anger and many other. Okay so Vampires, both good and bad, and Dhamphirs are the characters here. I never imagined ghosts will be starring in the book too. THIS PART HAD ME CRYING TOO! TEARS AND FLARES OF EMOTIONS MIXED! Men! Losing the one you really LOVE is going to make you frantic and crazy. And as for me, while reading the chapters near the end, my face is wet with tears. Bow. :| I finished reading this tear-jerking but awesome book with a span of 2 and a half days...


OH-EM-GEE! BLOOD PROMISE! This is the book series wherein I was crying, laughing and throwing anything that I can grab onto. Men! This book dragged me into it. I was like shouting and talking to myself.Tsk. What the heck? Oh well..I LOVE THE BOOK!Rose would do anything to free the man she loves from the hell he is living...even though it means losing her life. Boom! Tears and smiles mixed? Now that's what I call...smear?HAHAHA [smiles+tears=smears???] I can proudly recommend this book to any VAMPIRE LOVERS out there! !♥ I finished reading this book for three days only. :)

SOWEEETTTT! SPIRIT BOUND! With the help of her best friend, Rose was able to free the man she loves and restore his old self back. But then...because of the terrible things that happened when he was still "evil" he pretended that his love for her had faded so she can be happy again and that they'll remain as friends. But then, she doesn't believe it. This is so funny! No matter how hard they try to hide their true feelings from each other, their auras can't lie. A spirit user tells them that when they are together, their auras shines so bright like the sun which means that they are totally in love with each other. AWW. This part made my cry and fell in love. I finished this VAMPIRE ACADEMY series for three to five days. The reason why it kept me so long? DID YOU KNOW...that it is hard reading an online book? You might get eye strain or it will hurt your eyes. Tsk. :D

AWWW..[*sniffs*] LAST SACRIFICE. OH NO! The last book! :'( I like this series too. Rose and Dimitri finally admitted that they still have strong feelings for each other. :)) Rose's best friend was crowned as the new queen [even though she is still too young; 18 years old]. But before that happened. Rose got shot by a gun near her heart and she thought she was going to die. But then, one day she woke up and saw that she was at the Palace housing. Dimitri was there and had good news for her. When Lissa, her best friend, visited her, she knew that their psychic bond was now gone. Lissa told her that she died but then returned again without the help of spirit. That's why their bond was gone. Then Lissa was crowned. Rose and Dimitri were embracing each other, and she told Dimitri that their future is in good hands. The MOROI and DHAMPHIRS future is in good hands. ♥♥♥ :D


Okay. So this is the first book series that I cried for so many times. Throw tantrums while reading it. And mixed emotions spilled out from me. This book must be pretty good to do these things to me. And Richelle Mead is an awesome writer! :D I'm looking forward to The Vampire Academy and it's series the GRAPHIC NOVEL. And also for the spin-off series entitled BLOOD LINES! That will be all about Sydney Sage, Rose's Alchemist Friend. men.!I'm excited. They say it will be out this coming AUGUST 2011.

~VAMPIRES~