What did I just realized?

WHOA!

~I am playing this game called "It Girl" on Facebook. Well, there, my character needs a boyfriend. One day...my character got her first boyfriend. And as the manager of my character...it's like, it is me playing too! I was happy for my character! She was given compliments and gifts. While me, on the other hand, on the real life, doesn't have what she has. I think their relationship lasted for a week. Nearly the end of the week, I noticed the happiness meter of my character's boyfriend is decreasing. Then one day...I was shocked. "You're boyfriend just broke up with you" and I was like: "What the-? Fine! I'll look for somebody better than you are!" Things have been like that for, I don't know, since my character gets dumped every time. I think she got more than 5 boyfriends already. But what I felt when my character had her first relationship, was nothing compared to the ones she had after her first break up. Now...it's like: "Uh...yeah..thanks for the compliment." or "Whatever!" And I realized...maybe this is what it's like in the real life. When you have your first relationship. Well [both hands up on the air] don't ask me anything about it. I never had one before. But if your first ever relationship failed, then your innocent and loving heart will be possessed by dark things which will make you say "Fine! I don't care! I'll find someone better than you are!" but the real thing is, you still love that person and if ever you still have that feelings for your first guy when you entered into another relationship, it's just like playing with the second one. You'll keep doing these things until you totally forget about your first guy. AND keep doing this until you get immune and you get used to it. But these can change. ONLY...IF ONLY..you can find the right guy for you...who will LOVE and ACCEPT you for who you are. :) ♥