I can feel it! I'm so so close to falling into that dark pit. It has been waiting for so long...for me. I'm on the edge. One wrong massive outburst can lead to my fall. That place isn't the ideal place for us. I had seen a glimpse of it. And gosh! was it scary!!! Colored deep dark black with swirling bloody red and violet colors. Cries, wails and screams can be heard. If you're thinking that what I meant here is HELL...well, you got it wrong. It's not Hell. Hell is much more worse! This place is only the storage area of the bad and darkest side of a person. I guess, we all have this pit. Let us say that this is called as The Worst and Darkest Side of Me. Okay... so I almost fell into it these past few days. I am hoping that I won't. I can't lose myself into it. I might go crazy.
Oh come on!!! Give me a break! My head is spinning! Black and red swirls are all that I can see.I don't want to turn into someone who is very very destructive. Oh well, I can be very destructive if I only have my monthly "birthday" or if I'm very full of all these things like stress and pressure. Right now, i just want to be happy and carefree.
I'm so not ready to fall into the darkness. It's very scary and I don't want to be someone who stays on the negative side...always.
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