Ongoing or Deteriorating?

He's good looking. No question with that. His attitude? Err..I don't know... For me, I think, he is brotherly, sporty and firm. That's all I know about him. That's why I'm getting confused now. I don't know if I still like him. Well I like him because he's pretty good looking and sporty. Now...I don't know...maybe my mom is right. Crushes just pass. That's High School. Damn. I've been running in this cycle of "love" since I had stepped into the gates of High School. Fall in love and fall out of it. I'm getting tired. It has always been the same.

Now my question is...

Do I still like him? He rarely crossed my mind these past few days.And I don't know why, my bubbly feelings before whenever I see him had become less. 

Now..many had known about "him" and they were all teasing me and everything. I would smile instantly, and I don't know why, but then I still get confused.

Gosh! I never knew this teen love/infatuation can be a pain in the neck...blah blah blah... ?_?
Does my feelings for him ongoing or already on the process of deteriorating?